The Ripped Soul

So many thoughts up in my head. Just thought I'd pin them down.

Are N's gonna be hard?
What happens after N's?
Where am I gonna go after N's?
What will my mom say about my results?
What will my relatives say about my results?
Will I have a white christmas or a real blue one?
What's gonna happen next year now that I don't have to school anymore?
Will I get a job?
Will people hire me?
Am I gonna have that chance to go to the States?
Am I ever gonna make it big as a star someday?
Am I gonna be pro in guitar playing?
Will I be the next Kazaaa in 2 years time?
Will things be the same between me and everyone else?
Will I still be best friends with my bestie even after we go different ways?
Will I still be buddies with my mak nenek and peoples like Belle and Malar?
Will the original crew still hang out next year?
Will we still have stayovers and sleepovers and runaways?
Will I live it through to see my 21st, or will this be my last?

Sigh. Thoughts.