The Ripped Soul

Guitar training has been HELL for me. My dear darling fingers are hurting, muscles are aching, and I'm getting frustrated with myself for not being able to memorise chords, and be so slow to apply em accordingly.

Its so bad, I feel like a handcuffed crab whenever I play my guitar.

SIGHH. But on a brighter note, my N's are FINALLY over; all's left are the mother tongue papers. So that means I have no school till mid-november, AND I have more time to practice on my guitar. If you are wondering, 'why guitar jess?' well. It's because I'm always left mesmerized whenever I see my uncle Ben, Mr Beez, Avril Lavigne, Santana, Michelle Branch and Jon Bon Jovi play the guitar. I admit, I've fallen for those spanish tunes the experts play. And I know for a fact that when I finally learn how to master the guitar, I can finally play the guitar without relying on others like Aloy and Cliff to play songs they don't like.

And it'll be so f**king sweet when I get to be the next Ares. I mean, Cliff is Kazaa, Aloy is iMesh. So I'll be Ares. At least, I wanna BE Ares.

Is there no shortcut to guitar playing at all? Honestly?

Anyway.. guitar blues aside, I went for the church dinner yesterday night. Would have enjoyed myself, if not for the things that happened. Like when ..

• HE said "wah.. finally they get off stage."

Don't you even let me start bitching about him, i tell you. I'll bloody write a whole entry about him.

• The food.

Dawn and I felt so sick just looking at the food. SAME freaking dishes! HOW CAN THESE PEOPLE NOT GET BORED OF IT?!

• Comments passed around about some people.

Nothing to say here. I personally have my own views .. but well. those are my opinions. Whatever.

• THAT F**KING MORON.

Helter-Skelter was playing. Nick was singing. Music sounded good. THEN that bastard HAD to fidget with the mic systems, and poof! Nick was singing to the ants. Bastard.

So yeah. Those are the lil things that happened. The guys made a fool out of themselves after they got themselves drunk. Like Randall? He took the two bowls and started clapping them when this cantonese lady sang on stage? Hahaha.. Or when Nick took the chopsticks and treated them like DRUMsticks? LOL

After the dinner, I walked back with the group. I talked to Fonz [who was drunk, no doubt, he was staggering AND seeing double], then whacked Aloy after he called his brother names [he's a meanie. that's why no one likes him.] then Aloy must've been drunk too, cos he made the biggest mistake by saying that Ernie was FAT [ you should've seen Ernie, she pushed him into the drain! Literally! haha!] Then I sent Ernie home, before going home myself. The guys were sweet nuff to ask me if I wanted company.. but I declined. Some of the guys had school today, so yeah.

So that's the happenings of last night. Feel damn sick now. Nearly puked in the Cinema when I watched Corpse Bride. Think its the river fish of yesterday. Urgh.

Other than that, life's the norm. I'll start posting whoo-hoos and yipees when I'm a rock Goddess. Till then, I'm still learning to master my baby; The Congress. Off to sleep now.. intense guitar training tomorrow! Toodles~