If this was a job, I'd fucking need a vacation already.

My msn nick: jesse. my problems are a big FUCKING deal, because they are MINE. fuck you and your chicken shit thoughts.

Topic of today? Understanding one's problems.

One thing you people should NEVER ever do, is tell someone who's already LIVID/irritated/upset/depressed/moody/stressed out that their problems are NOTHING, and that YOUR problems are much greater. Honestly, you know why?

• A/an LIVID/irritated/upset/depressed/moody/stressed out PERSON can't give 2 fucking screws loose about YOUR problems at that time.
• At that moment, if you were to say something like that, it doesnt improve the situation. IT MAKES IT WORSE.
• Last but not least, YOU AND I? WE'RE FUCKING DIFFERENT!

WE FEEL DIFFERENT! WE TAKE SOME THINGS DIFFERENTLY. FOR WHAT ONE HAS GONE TROUGH, IT MAY HAVE BEEN NOTHING TO YOU. BUT DON'T YOU SEE? THAT'S Y O U. Not ME, NOT HER, NOT HIM. So now, all I have to say is just one thing.

If you ever want to talk to ME about MY problems, be mindful of what the hell you say. Don't come giving me all that bullshite about your problems being a pain in the fucking ass and my problems are nothing. THEY'RE A BIG FUCKING HAIRY DEAL TO ME, OKAY? So what if you've gone through the SAME damned thing and all it took you was a couple of minutes to forget about it? SO FUCKING WHAT. What, huh? Its become a competition, and I have to try forget faster than YOU? GO TO HELL!

I'm burned out. I'm doing things I used to have passion for, but its all gone now. Singing seems like a drag, I suddenly can't wait for Christmas to get over with, hanging out doesn't seem the same anymore.. sigh. Someone get me to ease up a lil and have fun. Please.