The Ripped Soul

___________'s gay, _________'s gay,
___________'s gay, _________'s gay.
___________ is a fucking gay.
and he doesn't know he's a fucking gay.
sad that he's a gaaaaay!
sad that he's a gay.

__________ suay, _________ suay
__________ suay, _________ suay
__________ is sadly.. suay.
cos she's with a guy who don't know he's gay.
__________ is suaaaaaay!
__________ is suay.

I'm gonna be dead, I'm gonna be dead.
I'm gonna be dead, I'm gonna be dead.
cos of the people who reads this.
if they know who it all is,
I'm gonna be DEAD!
I'm gonna be dead.

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Had fun singing it?

And Mag, there's the rest of the lyrics. Just fill in the blanks. (:

About my weekend. I had fun? A lil. Here and there. Carolling was okay, I guess. Nothing so bad. Except for the last minute cancellation of parts, and I seriously mean LAST MINUTE, though it was more of LAST SECOND. Rah. Then I had fun with the guys. We were walking around town and singing as we walked to places. Oh Holy night and Joy to the world and SILENT NIGHT was awesome! Serrrr-weet. Was being "praised" by Nick and Zac at the Yam's during the video playback. Nick was like, "Wah. Damn cool ah Jess? Singing in chinese." JUST HAD TO SAY THAT, eh Nick? Haha. Everyone laughed. Cos they know I'm no chinesey singer. Then yeah. Zac. He was like "LOOK AT JESS SHAKE THE GUY's HAND! Now that's called a proper handshake. Next year, we can play this video again at where Dawn tells everyone how to shake hands properly, then straight-away cut in to where Jess shakes this fella's hand. Waahh..." Idiots. HAHA. But I still love em all, anyway.

Results day was a fucking disaster. I found out downstairs from my buddy that the results couldn't be collected if school fees/library books/library fines were unpaid or not returned. WAH LAO. I had the "I came all the way to school for nothing" kinda feeling. Sucked. Then I called my mom and asked her to get down but she couldn't and she screamed at me over the phone and made it sound like it was my fault, so I decided to screw it all up and just go up and see if I'm lucky enough to see my results at least. NOT. But my teacher told me I passed, just not eligible for sec 5 cos I didn't attend stupid intensive classes. BALLS lah. But congrats to me! Don't have to go back next year, and its of own will AND because they don't want me! HAHAHA. I'd rather leave than beg the principal to take me in. Bitch.

Yesterday, gathering at Sentosa. Had hell lots of fun swimming and getting drenched and swimming through HUGE waves with Brandon and Elise and Fonz. Heh. The potlucked food was awesome as well. Loved Daryl's fried rice and Benedict's and Auggy's sausages. My nuggets sucked cos it became all soggy by the time they started eating. Nonetheless, everyone still ate it, and Brandon finished it. At night, we went to Orchard and boy. I had fun. Was hanging out with Colleen most of the time. Joked like mad. Heh. SHE AND HER IMAGINATIONS OF ME IN A BIKINI! And yeah.. we walked outside, saw the deco [sucked], stopped at Paragon to listen, stopped at Taka to see wassup. The carolers suck. BIG TIME. Acapellas sound wrong, people all going shoo-wap-doo-wab and um-chuk-um-chuk. WASSSUP man. Get the handful of cantors on stage and we'll perform better than those jokers, any-damn-day. Get the choir together and I bet we still sound better than them. Really! Then come on.What is it with the China booths and the tribes and all? Is this Christmas or bloody International Friendship Day? Crap. OH OH OH!!! And Celest, Annie, Colleen and Me spotted this DAMN CUTE Chinese actor. The guy that acted in "I not Stupid" and "Homerun" ....damn cute. I like his smile. Cel and Annie actually chased after the poor fella just to take a picture of him. Crazy. If I were them, I would have taken WITH him, not OF him. Wah liew.... wasted. Then yeah. After getting bored of everything else, and Auggy being like * * * * * * , Nick drove the girls back, so as they talked, I was singing the lyrics above. Damn bastard, I know. But the lyrics wasn't originally by me! Some other fella started it as well. HAHA.

Sigh. Jeremy's coming back from Aussie tomorrow, I haven't got his present yet, HELL! I haven't even BOUGHT anything yet! For anyone! Crap. And worst part is I'm broke.

RAAAAH..

Oh and by the way, I can't go for choir tomorrow night. Have a concert to attend to at Victoria Concert Hall. SFX is singing. (:

Doubt I'll blog for the weekend.. so yeah.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE AND ALL, AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT!



PS: Fyi, The 'fcuker' tagger at Ernie's tagboard is ME! Hahaha. So yeah. Whoever it is she doesn't want to come, is STILL coming. (: