The Ripped Soul

Tonight was horrible. I mean, choir in the evening was okay, I guess. Dawn got mad here and there, but I guess she has every right to. 3 days away. We're nowhere. Aloy keeps changing intros, we're still looking at our file for words, we sound unsure, SATB parts are going off key, nice songs are about to be scraped cos SOME people just have to keep blasting away like as if the whole world's drunk.

But tonight when helping with the nativity was just fucking wrong. It was incorrigible.

For one, The 3 posers. I won't call em musketeers cos they don't deserve that. The title musketeers go to people like, Zac, Dicky, Randall. Or Me, Ernie and Andrea. BUT THOSE POSERS. Oh God. They were irritating the living daylights out of me the moment they dropped the coins.

TESSA'S SISTER COULD HOLD THE CHEST PROPERLY.
I COULD HOLD THE CHEST PROPERLY WITH ONE HAND.
EVERYONE ELSE HOLDING IT HELD IT PROPERLY.

JUST WHAT THE fuck IS YOUR PROBLEM, WISE MAN? THE CHEST IS fucking HUGE. WHY CAN'T YOU fucking HOLD IT WIHT 2 HANDS PROPERLY? WHY MUST YOUR HANDS BE ITCHY TO OPEN IT UP AND LET EVERYTHING DROP? THE CHEST AIN'T shit SMALL. ITS fucking HUMAN SIZE, YOU bitch. BIG ENOUGH FOR YOUR fucking HANDS TO HOLD. WHAT'S YOUR fucking fucked up PROBLEM, SERIOUSLY?

Then okay. We carried the stable out. I realised my star was okay. Crumpled here and there, but okay. When I checked on it AFTER everything? The foil was crushed. WTF!

Then when we were singing. Not the kids fault, isn't that what they said? At the corner of my eye, I SAW THOSE 3 IDIOTS PLAYING AND MESSING AROUND. WHAT? They got sandflies in their pants? Ants and worms all squirming their way in the guy's suspenders? Can't fucking stand still? GO AND HELP THE POOR TEACHER LA. OR SEE WHAT'S GOING ON. WHY THE FUCK GET LOST IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD, WHEN THINGS NEED TO GET DONE?

ARE YOU GUYS RETARDS OR SOMETHING? IS YOUR HEAD MADE OUT OF PLASMA?

Fucking morons y'know. God. And what's that I heard about em complaining to 'Cephas' when she said 'fuck' or something? All acting like fucking bitches. What? She bust your ego by saying 'fuck'? Here's more to you. With love from me.

You FUCKERS are some FUCKING pathetic POSERS that should just go to HELL and ROT while singing "Mary had a FUCKING lamb!" When will you BITCHES do the whole world a favour and grow the FUCK up? You got jobs that need to be FUCKIN' done. Why don't you SELFISH PRICKS go help out so that things can get a move on and people can go home earlier? If you MORONIC IMBECILES want to get lost in your FUCKED up Fairyland, then by all means, do it AFTER practice! Why waste everyone's time on scolding and reprimanding you STUPID, FOOLISH, IDIOTIC, PATHETIC LITTLE BITCHES? Honestly, are all the FUCKED up noises and all your FUCKING FUCKED UP little actions and jumping around like RETARDS really necessary? Do you get that THRILL from wasting everyone's time, eh FUCKERS?

Sigh.

Even I don't think we were THAT bad when we were their age. REALLY! This is just.. horrible. Like, who the fuck complains about the word 'fuck' ? They should try working while having Randall, Dicky, Zac, Ernie and Me as their bosses and they'll be hearing more than just FUCK. Ya heard, you fucking pathetic little bitches? KNNBCCB.

Just hate it. You know, in all my years of being with YM or LC, I have NEVER. And I mean N E V E R. Met anyone as RUDE, SELFISH, or FUCKED UP ...... like they are. I'm not saying we're perfect, but we're definetly better than them. At least we still have our manners intact. Unlike them. Come on. Everyone knows that when ONE person is talking, you shut the FUCK up to listen, right? These GAYFOCKERS were FUCKING fooling around when it was their LAST practice. And when she scolded them, they TALKED the FUCK back! Like, no one in LC even does that to her! I don't even remember talking back to Na or Jon Brian or Joel.. or Nick!

At most all I did was just scream at Zac for being so irresponsible that time for the backstage thing. But even that? Don't you see? We all had/have this energy to want to help out, so that things can be done. BUT THOSE PRICKS? Christ! Talking here, playing around, messing here and there like as if the play is 1000 years away! Then when people reprimand them, they act all innocent and start bitching about shit.

Can't stand this type of people. Act like as if their dicks are the biggest in the world, but they're bloody chicken-hearted deep down. Honestly, they're more of LOSERS. Not posers.

Heard that, L - O - S - E - R - S ?

Go fuck around elsewhere if you're offended while reading this. Go cry to mummy and daddy ya little piece of shite.. and FUCK THE HELL OFF!