The Ripped Soul

1. what do you do when you're mad?
I walk away and cool off. Listen to music, chill, go for a coke, chew on something. If you annoy me when I'm mad.. woohoo. Be prepared for ego comebacks, or a yelling - straight in YOUR face.

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Broke stuff. Screamed. Strangled a friend for 5 seconds. Scribbled frustrations on paper.

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
I might have.

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
hmm. maybe. but it didn't result in any form of injury.

5. do you curse when you're mad?
all the fucking time. even when im not fucking mad.

*Crying Section*

1. last time you cried your heart out?
a month ago? she... and the things i hear about her. sigh.

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
uh huh.

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
LITERALLY on my friend's shoulder, no. But cried and had a friend to go through it with me - yes.

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
depends on how bad is it. if its a scratch, no. if its a broken leg, yes. if its a sprain, il be cursing and swearing.

5. do certain songs make you cry?
if im sad, and if the song reminds me of that someone or something, then yeah. if not, no.

*Pain Section*

1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else??
slap on the back, whack, punch on the arm, kicked/thrown a ball to their face?

2. how depressed can you get?
till i forget about my surroundings. till i forget what im supposed to do. till i forget what day is it, what's the time, where am i. till all i can think about, is what made me depressed in the first place.

*Happy Section*

1. are you normally a happy person?
not quite.

2. what can make you happy?
cute animals. kittens especially. stupid funny incidents. HEARING ENERGY SING! hanging with my crazy crew. goin out with that old hag and that mak nenek. drinking. partying. and listening to music.

3. do you wish you were happier?
uh huh. sometimes.

4. what about being with your friends,
does that
make u happy?
DUHH. But just for some people who ARE friends. For those that ACT like friends.. I wish I could just bury em alive 6 feet under.

*Love Section*.

1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
yeah. so?

2. did you ever love a person, and tell
him/her that
you love him/her?
ahhuh. and it always turned out to be a mistake.

3.have you loved someone so much, it
made you
cry?
yeah.. when you love someone so much, the person still makes you SO gek sim.. heart pain. a love that hurts.

4.has anyone besides your friends and
family ever
said 'i love you' to you?
erm. no. just who would say that?

*Hate Section*

1. have you ever been on a hate list?
don't know. don't care.

2. have you ever hated any one that
broke your
heart?
when i was still a kid then.

3. do you hate bush?
i just don't get what's his deal with Iraq.

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
a lil.

2. do you believe in yourself?
i wish i did.

3. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you
thought you
weren't good enough?
i KNOW i'm not good enough, thats why i want to kill myself. duhh.

4. are you happy with who you are?
a lil. when people tell me good things about me. Ha!