The Ripped Soul

What he said to me was disappointing. I mean, yeah, sure, every other kid would wish it was me. Not going for her class. The moment I heard him mention her name, I got dizzy. It was that bad! And when he said what he did..

I don't know whether my heart broke, or my soul wanted to break out in a joyful song.

Yeah, good news - I don't have to attend HER class.

But she's a good teacher. Just that the way she mocks students and ridicules them.. horrible. Cruel.

And I know that I'll lose out by not going to her class. Cos she's a good teacher. But I can't stand her, and I don't think she can stand me either. Especially after she found out my blog.

She knows that I won't like being in her class, so she doesn't want me around either. And He said that its better for students to go for classes with teachers they have a connection with as they'll want to learn and stuff like that.

So fine, I'll be going to his class. Not like its a bad thing. I like him. He's good as well. Its just that I wouldn't really benefit so much from it unlike the class next door where I actually belong - just that the teacher... sigh.

I'm thinking of writing an apology letter to her, but I find it stupid. Cos whatever I wrote was all true. Ask me again and I won't back down on it. I'll stand by it. It was true, honest, thoughts and opinions that most of the students shared, myself included.. its just that I was more open about it. The rest of them just gossiped among themselves during breaktime or whatever.

So, am I still the idiot at wrong?