The Ripped Soul

I got a feeling that my comp's gon hang, so I'll make this a quickie.

Firstly, I'm irritated cos I got disconnected halfway while blogging. So by being here again, its a pain not only to my eyeballs, but to my memory of what I blogged about earlier.

So let's see. Hmm.

Didn't go out today.. only the morning. Cos mom got this package thing from the gov.. so she decided to use the cash to make my new specs today! *GRINS* Now its not all fantastic, or unique, or stylo mylo like milo dinosaur, but its better than the nerdy one I wore before. I think. I just love my new frame.

And about my old pair of specs? Don't ask me what happened to it, okay?

First, my first pair o'specs got crushed under the wheels of a sports car at Orchard Road.
Now my second pair got STOLEN.

I suspect my brother's friends took it when they came over. Maybe to change the lens cos they're blind or something, BUT i don't know. I mean, I last wore it in the house. It suddenly goes missing the day his friends are here. Coincidence? Totally DUH right?

And besides, that's not the first time things have gone missing. That time when he was still with his ABC girlfriends, girlfriend X must have taken the $60 I left on the table when she came over. Stupid whore. I hope she dies from AIDS or something.

SO MY NEW SPECS! Blue frame. A lil outta fashion. I wanted this black framed one that all the reporters used to wear in the old days..? Like that Rita Something in Harry Potter? But my mother said I looked damn obiang in it. So fine, got this one instead. She said I LOOKED CUTE? Christ.

So then after I got my specs, I walked over to CP and got mom her mother's day prez and went home. She wanted this dog welcome sign with tulips by the side.. so yeah. Got it for her. Not like she gets a prez from me everytime anyway. *shrugs*

Then when walking to the bus stop, saw this top at Factory Outlet Store. It was those girly halter neck kinda things that go damn well with jeans or skirts, so I wanted to get it. After I tried it, I decided not to.

I mean, I don't know. Maybe I'm just a t-shirt person. Maybe I'm too fat to wear those kinda clothings. Maybe I'm just not made for all that. Maybe I'm just a shirt and pants person. Maybe I'm a guy trapped in a girl's bod. I DON'T KNOW.

All I know is, if you ever, want me to wear something like what THEY wear, then you wait till I have a bod like Dawn's, or Na's, or Drey's, or Ernie's, or Jessica Alba's. THEN YOU TELL ME ABOUT IT.

And since it seems damn impossible, given my figure, [I look like a fat slob, please. You don't have to deny and make me sound all nice. I know. People stare, people look. Eyes and expressions tell everything. So yeah.] I guess there's no hope in seeing me dress up like how Honey Daniels did in Honey, eh? Tsktsk.

Walked around for a bit at Plaza Sing.. was about 12 noon. grabbed a bite. AND I SAW SOMETHING I WANT PLEASEEEE. I want that ADVENT CHILDREN DVD! AHHHHH. It was at the VCD shop - TS. Crap. ):

Other than that.. other things that happened in the week:

- Got scolded by my best friend when I asked her to get me a HUGE HUGE dog for my bday ):
- Was told by Rachelle that she doesn't want to be Rachelle anymore cos she always gets punched and slapped by my best friend.
- MY BESTIE BOUGHT ME AN ALMOND BARRRRRR ((: I love Anderson's Almond Bars. They're better than Magnum. Oh, yummalicious! THANKS BESTIE!
- I'm sick. AGAIN.
- My burfday's like next next week and I have an outdated wishlistt cos I don't know what I want.
- I plan to have a haircut and a treatment and a wash and a styled haircut.. all at Chapter 2 for $50. Na, if your hairstylist does all that at a cheaper rate, LET ME KNOW before the 12th of May k!
- I'm already dreaming about that cap at Topshop. The NY one that my bestie's gon get for me! (((((:
- Sat for EL and SS paper, can safely say that I'm going to die and both of my teachers aren't going to be happy. BULLSHITTED in SS paper, gave wrong format for EL writing in formal-cum-report letter. So dead right?
- Got back my written piece and she said its an excellent piece.. when he said that she TSK-ed at the sight of my paper when she was marking it.. er..?
- Andrea told me she won't be going for mass and choir prac and prayer meet cos she needs to study. Should I do the same?
- Tried on a girly top, and yes. I DO LOOK STUPID.
- Saw Eugene on the train. With ET? J's ex? Errr.. okay.
- Thought about what he said. That he saw her at Borders the other day. Wanted to go, to try see if she's there, should it be my lucky day.. but decided not to in the end. What would I say to her if I saw her? Hi? HA!
- I wish I was 21. I'd be rich by now. *twiddles thumbs*

Stupid progress package things. Wonder how much people get for doing what. My mom says those who serve the army and are reservists get $400. I think I'll join NS. I THINK. Be the next G.I. Jane or something. Then again..

Maybe not.