You see, I meant well. Whatever it is I said.
jess: hey man kaev.. take it easy k. i mean, if you're so unhappy, then might as well just let loose right? don't be so insecure.. r/s has to have trust. no trust = no love. rmbr that.
I mean, if you're going to blog about how sad you are, how you're so afraid she's gonna leave you, how you're so afraid and dying to know whether or not she still wants this r/s, how you don't trust your partner, how your partner is such a bitch cos she won't reply your messages.. etc.
That's quite pathetic. All those insecurities. And all you people just say "oh i love you, you love me, we're a happy family." Stupid, don't you think?
I understand its your blog and all [like how this is MINE, so you better lay off and fuck off my tagboard] ... but seriously. If a relationship is straining SO much, to the extent that you two need some time off each other, why not take some time off? When I said "let loose" I didn't mean break up. I meant take some time apart. Think about this:
Why the hell would I want to break the two of you up?
Do I look like I make the cut to even like her? Hah. My toes are laughing. I'm not a lesbian, okay? I'd rather like Phil. Or Jeremy. Or that hot guy I saw at the bus stop yesterday afternoon.
And about that equation; when I say no trust = no love, you shut the fuck up, and you think about that simple equation. THINK HARD. It makes sense, and you goddamn know it. I don't have to be in a relationship to know that. Even a simple friendship with someone that has love in it would need to have trust.
If you don't trust your partner and keep on having doubts in the relationship.. eg: she goes out with Tom, Dick, Harry and they're her friends. When you know, you're hopping mad. You're insecure. You're possessive. You're afraid she'll leave you for them. You're already showing that you don't trust her that she'll stay with you.. That's not love. And you know it.
But you know what? Screw all that. Every single line above this paragraph. Every word, every letter, every space. Know why? Cos someone out there in the world today has just pointed out to me.. that its because of that equation that when there's no trust, there is no love, that I have no love in the first place. That its because of THAT equation, that I'm still single today, and have never been in a serious, real, relationship before all my 17 years.
So you know what does that say? It simply says that I am in NO place -at all- to correct you, or to show you any light, or to give you the 101 on falling in and out of love. So fine. I shan't do any of that. I'll shut the fuck up. I'll just sit back, relax, watch the show, and see the tears afterward.
Thank you, Mag Chua, for telling the WHOLE world that I have never been in a relationship, and for having REALLY loyal friends like York who'd stand up for you and say something back in reply to my message without thinking at all.
My apologies for trying to act like a f***ing guru know-it-all, and for giving you advice on love and relationships when I have zilch experience at all.
You've been a REALLY good friend.
That ends this post.
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