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BACK at 1045pm. Choir was craaaaaazy. Was the ONLY SOP at the Lees. THANKS UH DREY. And had to learn a new song with that ferocious tigeress by my side for 1hr plusplus? Was on my toes during the whole entire thing. YES I WAS THAT SCARED THAT SHE'D SNAP CUZ I WASN'T GETTING IT SUPERRRFAST. But managed to catch it at the end. I think.

Practice at church was equally mad as well. Sing with the feelings, sing with the throat wide open [and like Aloy said: if we not singing with our mouths open then how are we singing like? me: she said throat la idiot. him: our throat is always open one what!] ...sing well, sing LOUDERRRRrrr, sing CONFIDENTLY, stand up straight, round your mouth like a goldfish... THETYPICALNAGFACEDBYALLCHOIRMEMBERS.

Then teaching Drey sound of silence - which was hard cos I haven't mastered the lyrics yet [and the bloody tune] - but she asked me to teach her tomorrow when she's more refreshed - so OOOOOKAY. Then walked to the bus stop, talked to Drey bout my planned phonecall to Jeremy on the last day of the papers as a surprise [good or bad, heaven knows] ... teased Aloy, missed my bus - then they got on theirs and I got on mine aaaaand.. I'm back watching anger management, but that kinda humour is SO not in my books tonight.

I need sleep. I feel like I'm waking up at 6-7am EVERYDAY. And its getting damn annoying.

IWANNASLEEEEEEEPLADAMMIT.

Kay. Done ranting. OHANDYOUKNOWWHAT? I was just done talking to a friend online, and she told me a little something bout someone. You know, I so totally can't stand guys who are DAMN f**king clingy. I know of a friend who knows a friend who knows ANOTHER friend that's SUPER suicidal [almost like my case] and HE's a self-mutilator JUST BECAUSE the girl won't go out with him. I MEAN, COME ON! You're a guy. BE A FREAKING MAN AND TAKE THE BLOW! Move on... I know its human to cry and be sad and all - but if she doesn't love you, then why keep on bugging her?! Why hold on like no tomorrow? Hold on for a while, but if she doesn't feel anything, then just screw off elsewhere! Find someone new! Be gay or something! See? Throw away a friendship for love and when she doesn't love you back, the friendship fades away as well. STUPID RIGHT?

So damn lame. Love and friendships. Guys who're sissys and can't move on with their lives. DAMN irritating. What happened to the ego and balls? All shrink uh?

Tsk.

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OKAY. Just finished that last entry over at thatoldblog.whatever.com. Its like, 2:21pm now, so I seriously gotta rush on over to Dawn's.. like, by 3PM!! Insane, I know.

Hah. Don't know why, but I feel so chirpy today. And that's a really crazy feeling cuz I got SO much shit to do.

I gotta prepare myself for the EL oral test on Monday.

I gotta go for practice @ Dawn's. [its 2:23pm and i'm still here, typing away..]

I gotta memorise tha tune for "ave verum" [don't laugh. whole song's in latin. wait till you try to sing it!] and that new song for Tuesday.. sound of silence or something like that.

I gotta memorise mensuration formulas for the stupid test ALSO on Monday.

I gotta go over to Maria's tomorrow to do the DAMN graduation presentation.

I gotta do homework due by Monday. AND STUDY 3 CHAPS FOR THAT SOCIAL STUDIES TEST!

ANDANDAND...

ITS 2:29PM NOW! OKOK, really really really gotta go. Don't go now, and a tigress will eat me up later. TOODLES!