The Ripped Soul

My mind draws up a blank. I feel like I can't even think anymore.

Yesterday's meeting with the 'beyond' people didn't really turn out quite right. I ended up screaming at my mom cuz she was making simple matters complicated. Then I found out that there'll be this HUGE meeting where everyone'll be involed. The kids, me [cuz she kept on mentioning my name] my mom, their dad, their mother, aunt jo, and the 'facilitators'..

It's not exactly an idea that was up my alley.

I wonder why can't they just keep things simple. The whole family was a happy one 10 years ago when there was no Di. The moment she came back into everyone's life, everything became messy.

It's almost like, she's the bitch who got let loose into the master's office and shit, pissed and messed up all his paperwork.

Sigh.. and with her calling me up in the middle of the night, crying her eyes out that her sister's been using her as a punching bag, it REALLY doesn't help.

This seriously is the wrong year for O's. Can't even bloody concentrate with all these shit going on.