The Ripped Soul

Urghhhhhh.

Sicksicksicksicksick.

Hate it when I'm THIS sick. No, I'm not talking about the normal fever and everyday cough, but the huge shit like chest infections and 40degs fevers and nauseous feelings and vomiting at 2am in the morning and stupid shit like that. Bloody sickening. Can never sleep properly, I'm always wheezing at night, I can't taste food no matter how strong the herbs/ingredients are, I'm always feeling drowsy and dizzy.. and the list goes on and on and on.

Despite all that, went to WWW with the gang again. Didn't really have fun this time around, don't know why. Maybe because it was crowded, maybe because we spent 80% of the time worrying and wondering where the other morons were. Or maybe it was because of that stupid dumbass lifeguard that kept harping on us with the water guns and telling us to keep it in the fucking locker - WHEN all the lockers were fucking full.

Where did he get his brains from? The toilet bowl?

When he demanded that we put the guns in the locker, [mind you, we were up on the 3rd storey and it was our turn to ride AND there was a fucking long queue behind us] none of my friends wanted to go back down with the guns, so woohoo - I sacrificed the ride to avoid an altercation with the asshole and being chased out from the place.

Downstairs, Han came after me and asked me to go back up again for the ride. What the fuck for? Get chased down again after seeing the green and blue toy guns? Waste of time. Sat in the lazy pool by myself instead.

When the guys came back down from the rides, we met up in the lazy pool. Decided to have a change of things and head to the Wave area instead. So when we sat in the tsunami pool, I don't know whether it was because I was feeling so drowsy thanks to the yellow flu pill or because I was so weak thanks to the flu itself, but I couldn't lift myself up on the float like the rest. And I found it odd since I could do it the other time when Tilmati and Brenda was around. In fact, I had to exert so much energy just to stay afloat, let alone dive to the bottom. The gun felt like a school bag. The float was heavy to carry around.

So now I'm weak and sick. What the hell.

When we were leaving the place, my friends forgot all about me and left me in the shower. The cleaner had to tell me that there was no one in the showers before I finally left. Thanks ar, guys... But Debal was sweet nuff to walk back to the place with Nirmal to apologise for leaving me there waiting like an idiot.. so thanks to him, I didn't bear a grudge or anything like that. Maybe I DO hate one asshole right now since it does seem like he only cares for ONE particular person in the whole clique, but fuck all that.. I'm so sick now I don't even wanna care.

The sickest part? He cares about her sooooo much he forgot about me when waiting outside for her, then online he was trying to act all cool and go 'sup' and asking me to take care of myself and exercise to get well soon. Hell, he even compared her flu [thanks to an afternoon of tears] to my fucking chest infection! Its like comparing Mac's to Swensens!

What the fuck?

Went home after BKing with the guys. Or as Debal calls Me, Jaws, CH and him as the Fantastic 4. HA! D's Mr Stretch, CH's The Flaming Torch, I'm The Invisible Woman and Jaws is.. The Thing? HAHAHAHA. Hilarious lah.

The next day I had to carry 3 luggages of clothes and schoolbooks to the home where my cousin would reside for another month before the review. Everyone in the family has given up on her and I finally have my life back.. well, not really actually.. ever since I adopted Steve. But he can manage for himself..

Alrighty then. Time for another yellow pill and hours of uncomfortable wheezy sleep. Wish me well, people!