The Ripped Soul

Tired Tired Tired..

My first off day. Feels pretty damn good actually. I just wish that I could have stayed indoors the entire day and knock myself out. But being a darned Sunday, there was church.. and then there was Joce&Wayne.

But first off, last few days of work. Experienced my first FULL shift and cleaning up and really nbccbknnkpkb customer. Ok la, not until so jia lat la huh. Maybe she was a lil bitchy, but other than that, she didn't call for my manager or something, so I guess she was alright la huh. Not like as if I got fired or something. Just that she openly insulted me and demanded a rewrap for her motherf____g parcel.

Made a coupla friends at work. I guessed as much, the cooler bunch work weekends part time. Vivi's a cashier who always helps me with wrapping whenever possible and Anna always saves my ass when exit is being paged for. Damn good uh. Kelv and Dan are my 2 break-talkcock-smoking buddies. Damn happy when I get same break timing as them.. as least I'm not so alienated.

Actually, most of my colleagues are pretty nice. They can be pretty nasty sometimes.. but I guess everyone has a bad side. As for the managers, they're real good when they're cool and all.. but when they bust the roof or when I blur-out and they have to save me, they'll show a darker shade of a watercolour.

I feel damn fucking bad la sometimes and I wish I could do better, try to remember everything everyone is trying to teach me.. but its a tough job. Exit personnel have SO many things to do, SO many things to remember and.. yeah. It's not easy. It's sure as hell not easy.

Like Wayne said, what I'm being paid for is not enough for the job I'm supposed to be doing.. Not to say that if they paid me more I would do better and all.. but the jobs at Exit are real killers..

So please, next time if you're a shopper at the store, try not to give the people such a hard time with the wrapping. Sure, we might do it in a way you may not fancy, but try not to throw a fuss. Ask nicely for the wrapping to be re-done or to be undone and to have a couple of wrappers so you might do it in a way you would like it.

No point yelling at the people and insulting the way they do things.. we're human too and we have feelings. What may not be nice to you might be alright to the person doing the wrapping; so be nice to them.

Sigh. I hope I don't get anymore cb customers. Weekdays shouldn't be as tough.. right?

Onto another note, Sunday mass today. Was quite shocked when I heard the news that everyone was coming back. Ha. I somewhat saw it coming.. but I'm not gonna say anything else again here.

It was nice hearing the voices again.. hearing us echo, hearing parts, hearing us sound good. It was nicer seeing everyone again. Cliff, Dawn, Daryl, Zac.. A nice decent change from what was going on past couple of Sundays. I just hope it will stay this way from now on.

Ha. But even if it does, I think everyone now is busy with their own life to care about anything else like a youth group or whatever.. I know I'm too busy for whatever event whoever's going for. So.. count me out for YSS or YYS or whatever youth seminar it is.. My days with groups are so over.. I already had my chances of hearing ghost stories, playing games, throwing a bucket of water all over someone, hurled peanut butter chunks at people, warm fuzzwuzzes, pnws, camps.. I've had my share of fun with LC and I wouldn't want to experience another group trying to accomplish the same thing or anything like that.. no offense to whoever..

So yeah.. guess I'll go for mass every Sunday unless I REALLY can't. Other than that, I think I'll go off now. ALOT of reading on wrapping tomorrow and I need to re-do my notebook. Sian..

Pray to God I don't get any knnccbnbkpkb customer tomorrow. I really really really want to enjoy work, not dread it and have problems with my state of mind hours before work starts. Yeah, believe me, now I got one hell of a phobia. WRAPPING, CUSTOMERS AND CASHIERS..

Wrapping don't wrap nicely, kena F'ed. Wrapping take too long, kena F'ed. Wrapping plaster here and there scraps of paper to cover the logos etc, ALSO kena F'ed.

Customers fussy, kena F'ed. Customer not happy, kena F'ed. Customer want service, but expect more than what he asked for. KNNBCCB.

Cashiers siao liao, I'm the only person at exit, I also siao liao. Wah, die...

Sleep la, sleep la. I need sleeep.... zzz.