The Ripped Soul

Today.

I think I can kill myself finally and feed my own parts to the toy crocodiles.

First day at work, I don't get sales floor or another easytodo job or post me at training sites.

I get the awesomest, biggest pain in the ass job.

Cashier.

For one, I failed my maths. Two, I suck when counting money. THREE, I. hate. crowds. Four, I panic VERY easily and its VERY hard for me to chill and relax while counting money with background music like the hokey pokey song. Lastly, I have never touched a cash register before in my life, yet every other cust. that comes to me expects me to know every f'ing thing.

Yes, every darned thing. From credit cards, to their membership things, to debit cards, NETS and so on and so forth. Worst part is when they come with the discount coupons and ask for discount on the item AFTER i scan the thing......

$#@!*^&...

Had some really nasty experiences lah. But cos this is a public thing.. can't say anything much. My IC knows, manager maybe.. and my fellow colleague also know what telah happen to me uh. Won't say here though, ask on MSN if you'd like. [If you can even see me online that is..]

Crazy hours I'm working, I tell ya. Morning the next 2 days, full on the weekend. AND NIRMAL IS FLYING OFF ON SATURDAY. Can't even see him off uh. Sigh..

Pray pray pray I get an easy task tomorrow. If not then at least something similar to what I did today. And pray I get better and understanding customers.

God, please don't lemme get f'ed in the 'a' anymore by custs..

PLEASE... I don't really think I'd want a casket from my cousin on my birthday.. Gahk.