The Ripped Soul

Whoosh.

What a week. Miscommunications, misunderstandings, a party gone wrong, my OWN personalised jersery [finally at last] ...AND lots of habbo. [Blame Stef.. she made me join and now I'm an addict. So if I don't reply you on MSN, guess you know where to find me...]

Miscoms, misunds, guess everyone knows what the hell is up huh. So I'm just gonna stay out of it and mind my biz. I've seen enough entries and tags and msn conversations to fill a book... And honestly, I'm quite caught in the middle.. so if i say something here, neither party would be happy eventually. Oh whatfuckingever.

Am's party - I enjoyed myself with food and the swimming pool.. but not with parading Gen around on my shoulders in the pool only to have her SCRATCH me.. I swear the marks are still there, the one on my chest looks like its gon be there FOREVER.. ...and yeah. That little incident with the card and all. Thank god for Gen or I'll go mad.. Maybe I'm just being anal, but it really... sigh. Whatever again. Party's over already, so might as well get over it.

Then the bbq that night. Okay, so maybe I was being a real clown along with Fonz with the PSP speakers.. but I just thought it'd be cool.. afterall, who can ever hate oasis and maroon 5? They're good bands, its not like I was playing metallica or MCR or simple plan or something.. but yeah. Could just feel that my music was another person's noise.. and that's really annoying, trust me. So yes, imagine listening to bad music that they were playing, me trying to listen to champagne supernova, and having 1254898237 pairs of eyes on me while I'm enjoying my chicken. Even the chicken that tastes good will turn bad. Didn't really enjoy myself there, maybe because I've never really liked the bunch of the other youths, and I had no one cos everyone was busy talking to someone else.. sigh. Should have just gone home and played habbo.

Oh, oh. Then my personalised jersey. I FINALLY GOT MY OWN JERSEY WITH MY OWN NAME AND NUMBER! *GRIN* It reads on the back "JESS" with the number "18" ....and I didn't have to pay a cent. SO.. THANKS MY LIL FISHY FRIEND aka JAWS! Not the best of all them presents.. but it kinda lines with the GAP one A&R got me. Shirts I've always wanted.. hahaha. Now I'm aiming for a football jersey. No not a soccer one.. this adidas one I got IS a soccer one. I want the HUGE american football jersey. WITH MY NAME ON IT! Heh. Don't think they have it in S'pore though.. sigh. Oh well..

Finally habbo. Feels weird, seeing all the people screaming about wanting to have online sex, asking for horny girls and webcams.. god. Lol. Made a few decent friends, but don't know if I'll ever see them again.

Then choir..

Guess who's back, back again..... ;)