The Ripped Soul

Okay, about high time for an update..

First off, Happy 19th birthday to my 2 buddies, Maria in Australia, and that fish of a Jocelyn. :D Hope you guys have a good one, and that you guys will be blessed all the year through. Have fun and enjoy your b-day. :D

Well, since that last check up, Na and Nick got married. It was a beautiful wedding, and I was glad to be a part of it in choir. :)

Felt kinda sad, but happy too..

(and by the way, Verena - I know I didn't say it but you were gorgeous in the bridal dress, and looked absolutely spectacular during the wedding dinner. I thought I saw a model walking around the restaurant at first till the girls said it was you! O.O)

And then the guys chabbering about who's going to be next and all. Guess it would feel weird to see your friends suddenly just grow up and get hitched. Next thing you know, have kids. o.o

But back to the entry.. so yeah.

Congratulations on the wedding! Hope you guys had an awesome honeymoon, and all the best to the both of you for the years ahead! God bless ya'll :D

Apart from that, well.. let's say the guys drinking at the next table during the dinner was pretty funny. And the concoction they gave Nick... AHAHAHA. Man..... And I thought I was bad when it came to mixing drinks. And then when Natalie kept daring to take another shot of XO.. look at who got shot at in the end! Drunk with the british accent and all. "Is your father fetching you?" R-O-F-L.

I had a great time. One of the best weddings ever. :D

On another completely different note, I think I won't study again this year. I thought I knew what I wanted, but I guess not. Don't ask me about it though, not something I would like to answer very much.

And just checked out a new song, Ludacris feat Mary J. Blige - Runaway Love.

Really sad song, will put up a video if I can.. lyrics down below. When I saw the vid, it reminded me of my runaway days... running to the beach, spraining an ankle, sleepovers, sleeping at the bus stops.. damn. Thank God its all over.... can finally rest in peace now.

Runaway Love lyrics
(feat. Mary J. Blige)

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little Erica is eleven years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
'Cause she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [repeats 'til end]