The Ripped Soul

The brown eyes I once new,
The brown eyes I was addicted to,
It was a long time ago, yes, that was then,
A time when you and me walked hand in hand.

Funny how I know I'm over you,
And yet every break-up song reminds me of you
Of all the exes you're the only that comes to mind
Maybe it's because of the love I had for you,
It was supposed to last for all time
But I'm no longer yours
And you're no longer mine.

And of every word I've said,
They were said to feel you with hate,
I figured that maybe you'd start to date,
And forget me, treat me as a mistake

Though, you were never that to me,
I truly wanted us to last for an eternity,
I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

Why do I still think of you?
I ask myself night after night.
Knowing that last kiss we had was lost and different.
There wasn't any love or passion.

Though, I wanted you so badly at that moment,
But knowing how it would leave us, I just lost interest?
Can't help wondering though, what would have happened
If I had you skin on skin on me, fuck it, it's over.

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Your entry, that.

I don't know what to say anymore.