The Ripped Soul

Life isn't so awesome at the moment.

Phone got cut, I haven't gone out with anyone in AGES that I almost feel cut out from the world. My limbs are aching like motherfuckers. My muscles are screaming. I went out for Mr Big's thing yesterday, and it was my third concert alone. Heh.

Catering event yesterday. Followed Ross around most of the day. So basically if he was cranky, I got his shit. Was alright, anyway... wasn't sent home or anything serious. Went to set up at FC, then set up at Joe's, and then went back to the concert, and then unload back at office. Reached home at 2:50am.

In the means, I cut my finger, fell over a stone backwards while carrying FC's bench, injured my right wrist, have blueblacks on BOTH my shins, and my back hurts to hell. I should not have attempted to be a wrestler and carry that godforsaken griller. One of the trucks we were in broke down. I was there during that whole thing.

And I found out something else, too. That woman resigned, and mgmt said that they will do anything and everything in their power to stop me from joining Catering.

Nice.

Mmmm. Least I had Roy for the morning, and unloading. He's fun to be around with.. but sadly, I didn't get to work with him this time around. Poor boy got shouted at because of the stapler gun...

Misunderstandings all over the place.

And earlier I just got mad with Rinnie and left guild. She was bitching at me for being the only one who can put in gold in the guild for the new members, so I offered to help. But she slams me down and says the place doesn't need silver, but gold.

I just got tired of all of it. So I left when she said I was insulting her, when all I was doing was just joking. She was moody, so I told the academy members to watch where they're walking or else they're gonna get it.

One joker decided to test the theory and he got chat banned, so i sighed and said "there she goes, there she goes, again..."

And she got all bitched and said "you know what Jess? If you wanna insult me, do it in guild chat to my face. Not academy. Thanks."

What in the fucks is wrong with her?

I left guild anyway. Deleted her off my friendlist too.

Am I hurt? Yes. Incredibly.

And I wish so hard that she'll just snap back to her fucking senses and apologize or something, but here I sit 6 hours later, and there's nothing.

So.. whatever, I guess. Maybe I don't mean so much to people anymore.