Jessica
shea
i know ive prolly asked this 10 times
but what would we do if i went over?
lol
04:11Shea
like what do you mean
04:12Jessica
like what would we do lol hang out? go for dinner? push you in water? :D
04:13Shea
HAHA
we may go swimming if its warm
we could go to the mall
go out for dinner
chill out and play video games
go to the club
lay in the grass and look at the stars
anything you want
04:14Jessica
yes, distract you while you play ddr... sounds like a plan
04:15Shea
:P
Hard to say I don't miss her, or don't love her anymore or as much as I did when I first knew her.
Everyday the wish to see her gets stronger, so much so that the need becomes dire.
Like if someone told me "if you sold your soul to the Devil, you could go to Alabama and see Shea" I'd probably do it. Regret later, but I'd do it.
I hope and pray to Jesus Christ the money comes in tomorrow. No more bullshit. Then I can settle my debts with people I owe. And visit Shea. And come back and study and live. Or maybe in the years after, build a dream house. Live in a place I can call my own. Or maybe go back to the States if I love being there so much. Or visit Australia and see Jess and Candice.
I just wanna go over so badly. So.. so badly. My folks were talking about being prostitutes and going over to work for pimps and such.. and I was almost considering it.
But we all know better... I'm not the sort.
Apart from that, going to volunteer with Joce for some event on 20th. She mentioned pocket money.. maybe I can save some from it.
Sigh.
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