The Ripped Soul

Spilled guts aren't all beautiful, are they?

Sometimes secrets and thoughts should just ..be left alone.

They say “It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

But it hurts even more to admit, love, and then not be loved in return, and instead only find a hole, a void that they've left behind. Along with silence.

So I told her. We ended up bickering about the past, and she said she was sorry. And then she said she had to go out with her friends. And I haven't heard from her since. No text, no FB chat, nothing.

I opened my heart and said the words.

All she could say was 'I care about you. That's why I want you here so bad.'

Somehow, inside, it feels like there's a little crack. And to think someone once sang..

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return..