Was supposed to go buy materials, couldn't. Was supposed to have ENOUGH cash in the bank to make the purchase, so happens that I can't make the purchase even WITH money in the bank. Ask for help and get rejected everywhere in all shapes and sizes.
Joce wants to go out tomorrow and wants Lyn and me to keep her company from 7am-6pm.
Firstly, I'm out of money. Secondly, I'm feeling fucking crappy now. Thirdly, I've got SO much things on my mind that I need to RE-SETTLE because of so much bullshit.
Told my mom about today and she screams at me. Makes everything so much better, right?
"How come you can finish your money so fast? I didn't even ask a single cent off you and now you're asking if you can borrow first?"
If you can't help me mom, then so be it. Don't need to yell.
Anna's going off to JB for the weekend to celebrate her birthday and I can't go because of work on Sunday. And so many things have yet to be done. I actually feel bad that I can't be the kind to bring her out and surprise her like how her colleagues did. I feel worse for not being able to go over on invitation just because of work.
Supposed to meet her tomorrow before she goes, but even I decided not to.
I'm as cranky as a kid with fucking PMS, I'm broke and my things are not going according to plan. Resettling everything and planning everything from scratch is a bitch.
Suddenly I regret going for Alice in Wonderland. Should have put it off to some other date or whatever. So much fucking bullshit now and nothing's getting better.
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