Where is your favourite place in the world to be, and who are your favourite people you'd want to share that place with you?

Wow. Tough one. Well I haven't really set foot there yet, but I really wanna go to America and be with the people I've befriended and with people who love me or who are in love with me. But right now I'm pretty contented where I am with people I love and who love me. Basically I'm comfortable anywhere. My home is where my heart is. And if my heart lies with friends overseas, then that's my home too. And that's where I want to be, and those people are who I would love to share it with. Simple enough?

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Real answer my heart screams:

I want to be in Alabama right now, instead of waiting for August. I wanna be with Shea, I wanna know what it feels like to be loved again. I want to hold her hand, kiss her when she least expects it, pillow fight, cuddle, gaze at stars, throw her in the water, watch a movie, eat at a restaurant, take a walk with her, roll over grass with her, surprise her. All that lovey dovey stuff. I wanna do as much as I can for as long as I can until I have to go. And I know I have to go. I would hate it, she might hate it too, but I'd have to leave.

I want to meet all my friends in the States. Elijah, Korinne, Amy, Stacy.. you name it. I wanna meet them.

I wanna visit the grave where Elijah's mom was buried. I wanna give him a hug and tell him how much I love him. I wanna laugh more at his voice in person rather than whenever I call him on the phone. I wanna ride his Mustang. I wanna blast music at 3am and be fucking awesome with him. I wanna watch him play with Hunter. I wanna fall asleep as he plays his sax. I wanna take a picture with him and frame it on his wall and make sure it says "made in Singapore" so he remembers where I'm from. I wanna sleep next to him for one night and remember what it's like to have a brother that loves you back whole heartedly.

I wanna see Korinne's kitty and I wanna squeeze the furball till it meows. I wanna hug Rinnie so fucking hard and never let her go. I wanna do so much with Rin that I can't even tumblr it out. I wanna hang at the beach. I wanna take pictures with her. I wanna be SO fucking stupid with her. Wear disguises, take pictures in silly places with silly poses. I wanna watch movies with her and laugh and cry. I wanna sing Bad Romance with her out fucking loud in a parking lot at 3am and laugh about it while smoking a cigarette. I want to see her smile and hear her laugh and listen to all her stories about all the boys she's met, and all the places she's been. I wanna hug her so hard and remember what it feels like to hug your best friend all across the planet for one day, knowing you'd be gone the next and you'd never see them again.

I wanna run around loose with Amy and hang out with beers and chill with Stacy. I wanna tickle Sofia and listen to her laugh until Stacy yells at me to stop because the kid's laughter is giving her a migraine. I wanna visit Stacy's dad with her, and I wanna hug her when that moment happens. I wanna whisper in her ear that he's in a better place. That she should be happy. Because that would definitely be what he wants.

But still at the end, my home is where my heart is. Those people above are in my heart, and will always be in my heart. But my body is here right now, and my heart is with those around me. With those who love me. With friends and family like Anna, Sherlyn, Joce, Wayne, Kiji, Austin, my mom. So I'm just as happy here. I guess.

I just wish that I could go over to the States to fulfill my heart's desires. Spend time with the people I keep in my heart. Be with them. Show them how I love them. Be loved by them. Be loved in return.

That's all.