The Ripped Soul

He was supposed to sleep at 2am, 3am max. He stayed up till 4am playing Forza.

I stayed up with because I needed to KEEP MY SHIT and my xbox360.

I was supposed to go out with Anna today. The appointment plan was 12:30pm outside Borders.

The Paramore tshirt I got for her when I was in the States was nowhere to be found.

HE was asleep on the mattress next to mine.

No one else was home.

Cousin in law calls the house and asks if the maid is around. I said no. She said she was gonna drop off the youngling because she needed to do things and would only pick her up later in the day.

WHERE THE FUCK WAS THE MAID?!

Messaged my aunt and she spammed called the house every other 5 minutes asking where the maid was.

Fed up, she told me to go downstairs and see if her son was done with school and to see if the maid was there.

Cousin in law came with the youngling.

I felt jammed as balls.

Took the youngling and brought her down to look for the maid.

Woman was bloody sitting her butt down talking to another person. Using a phone. Cousin was running around everywhere.

I just about lost it.

I cancelled my appointment with Anna just to deal with all this shit. It's not fair to me.

Came back, and I could feel the maid's unhappiness since I'd spilled the beans to my aunt.

You're not the only bitch here capable of feelings, okay?

Maid put young cousin to sleep, older cousin went to work, and mom came home. What perfect timing.

Decided to take the youngling out because she was going through a lot the past couple of days. Domestic violence isn't a pretty thing, especially when the young ones witness it. It scars them, mentally, emotionally.. as much as you try deny it.

Future sister in law followed. I wasn't really in the mood to entertain.

Watched Alpha and Omega, then went home after dinner and getting her a toy that she wanted.

Played Dante's Inferno, and then he asks "can I play forza at 12:30am?"

12:31am and he goes "Another 30 mins and I play forza k"

I don't mean to be snappy or selfish, but telling me to get off my own fucking xbox is a little bit too much, don't you think? FFS.

So much shit today that I just can't even.

I'm so fucking furious.