How do I say this?

I miss you. I miss everything about you. I read it all again and felt the same feelings I felt all that time ago. I called your number, but I hung up at the first ring. What was I gonna say? Do?

I felt so stupid.. this.. feels so stupid. Knowing that I want you, but can't have you. Knowing that I miss you so much I would do anything to see you again, or be with you again..

You know what sucks though?

You don't seem to even miss me at all. Not a word from you. Not an email, not a message, not even a conversation on MSN or anything.. not even facebook.

I write all these entries about you on my tumblr and over here, but do you even know that they're meant for you?

Do you even know how much I love you at all? That I love you still? ..Despite it all.

I wish you knew.