The Ripped Soul

"i do like you ;)"

"And no, you never mistreated me."

"I never make the first move."

"it's a whole lot easier to accept rejection"

"Maybe you should've done it and we'd know."

I love you. I loved you. That's why I never mistreated you. I saw the guys around you that treated you like a trophy, and you loved the attention, but I loved you in ways so much more. I didn't make a move because I didn't want to risk losing you at all.. I couldn't take it if you just packed up and left and ignored me after that.

I should've done it. Maybe then we'd know.

I don't regret not making the first move, because I didn't lose you. We're still talking now aren't we?

But I am angry at the fact that I wanted you, so badly.. and you were waiting for me to make a move.

And I didn't.

Like I wrote in that goodbye letter.. guess I deserve what's on my end of the stick.

But do I really deserve this at all?