The Ripped Soul

"Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks."

Ernie sent me that email. Got me thinking. I'm feeling very pessy now, so don't mind the entry okay? Sometimes, it takes a pessimistic person to make another think otherwise.

• Who'd ever want to think of ME? Before they sleep?

This is seriously one hell of a sick joke. Who thinks of me before they sleep?! You want nightmares or something?

• 15 PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME?!

Name em. Name ALL em 15. Maybe I know about 5 people who REALLY love me. Some people fake it, and think I don't know it. Well, drop dead, okay?

• HATE me to be just LIKE me?

Who the hell are you kidding boy. Who in the WORLD would want to be like me? Madness.

• 2 people in this world who'd die for me?

great. Who is it?

• I MEAN THE WORLD TO SOMEONE?

No, no. Seriously. I, Jessica M Khare, MEAN THE WORLD to SOMEONE? Well, will that someone please stand up so I can see? I'll mean the universe to you when I know who you are.

• Someone I don't even know that exists loves me?

Well, will you please step out of the darkness so that I can see you? I'd love to love you too, you know. Even if you're someone fat and ugly and eeeeew.

• When the world turns its back on you, take a look again?

And feel the pain and hurt when you see everyone's asses? Thanks, but no thanks, really. IT just isn't my way of surviving the odds.

You know, there're times when you look on the bright side, and sometimes when you see that the bright sides are just lies. Making yourself believe such things without having it known in reality are just dreams and lies. Or FALSE HOPES as some call it. Just makes me sick.

Still, if you do love me and if I don't know.. tag me, message me, or hell, just gimme a hug the next time you see me. (: