The Ripped Soul

To really love a woman
To understand her you gotta know
Her deep inside
Hear every thought see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin'
Helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

* When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
'Cause she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
(That you'll always be together)
So tell me have you really, really really ever loved a woman

To really love a woman
Let her hold you 'til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
And when you see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman
(Repeat *)

You got to give her some faith hold her tight
A little tenderness ya gotta treat her right
She'll be there for you
Takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman yeah
And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
(Repeat *)

Yeah so tell me have you really, really really ever loved a woman?
Oh, just tell me have you really, really really ever loved a woman?

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God I love this song. Its the most oldest song of which I know and LOVE to bits and pieces. Bryan Adams, ladies and gentlemen. His voice makes my insides go up and down.

And the guitar parts... oh my god. Don't you even go there.

Anyway, was chatting with a friend on MSN.

He actually asked me out when he came back from Australia. So I agreed, met up with him. But ended up, we were both late, tickets were sold out. So then I suggested watching this movie at Cine which was at 11+. He disagreed cos it would end late, no transportation, etc..

So he bailed out on me and I had to watch the movie by myself. So now back in Australia, know what he says?

he:
repentance for skipping out on kong, tell ya what, next time i get back, either we go for an earlier movie or we go watch a bunch of movies at cine, like a marathon

Now I'm thinking - should I bail out on him?

Maybe. Maybe not. What goes around, comes around...

On second thought, her.

Close buddies before. I thought I could be honest. Made a confession I'd regret for the rest of my life. I mean, what if I acted like I never saw anything? Never said anything? Now we hardly talk. And I mean hardly. For me, its so awkward for me to just, go out with her. One on one. I just want to get away from her, like I need a medium to get both of us through. Last time, all those sweet words.. they just remain as a part of my memory now. Now there's none. Its like we're more of strangers now. Not even friends. And that's just sad. I wake up every day just regretting it. Being honest. If only things could go back to the way they were..

I guess not. If only you would prove otherwise..

On third thought, YOU.

What do I say when sorry seems to be the hardest word? Sorry I couldn't be there when you needed me? Sorry I couldn't give you advice? Sorry I wasn't a friend good enough to understand you fully? Sorry to write about you? Sorry for the mistakes made? Sorry for not clicking with you well enough?

I'm sorry.

Just hate it when people shrug me off like a bug.