The Ripped Soul

Wanna know why I hate my OHSONICE brother?

His ego is a pain in my arse. Just now, just because I sprinted ALL the way home after taking a bus at Irene's, just to watch a show SHE's acting in, he just had to make fun of me. Just had to bloody provoke me.

And I hate it when people provoke me when I'm already tired, stressed and fussed up.

mom: why u so crazy over the show until want to change channel? i was watching the news on channel 5 you know!
me: ok. mom, if you want the news so much, i'll buy you the newspaper tomorrow ok? just leave me and the tv alone. please. i cannot get this show on paper tomorrow like how the news can.
mom: why so crazy over the show? since when the hell you watched malay programmes?
*she appears in the programme*
me: because of her. she's my favourite artiste. she's my friend la. she's that girl i was telling you about. anyway, your friend's also acting in it whaaaaat.
HIM: alah.. this one is a comedy drama. and yah, that one your friend also right.. just watch la. and ma, je friend also my friend la. haha. last time all used to hang out at far east.. what good times it was then..

SCREW him la! like who the hell was talking to him in the first place? So like, I said she's my friend and he pipes in that she's his friend as well? When I asked him "Do you know any artiste by the name of Rima?" that time, HIS ANSWER WAS NO, OKAY? Just for the bloody record. Bloody liar. Buay tahan. And I know you're probably laughing at me and going "why are you getting so edgy, jess? chill la.. its just an egoistic comeback/remark. he's just bragging.. like how a typical male would."

I just can't stand him. Its like, if i were to tell my mom that Michael Jackson was my best friend, he'll say like he knew and sang "I'll be there" with The Jackson 5 or something. SO FUCKING IRRITATING. URGH.

But.. admist all the anger, all the hatred, all the wrath..

I got to see her on TV! ((((((((((((:

I got to see her funny expressions on TV. Even though the room lights didn't black out when she smiled.

YES PEOPLE. I IDOLIZE HER ALREADY. Just in case if you haven't noticed. (:

And many thanks to Nabilah, who told me all about it. Now I'm gonna stay stuck glued to the TV every Tuesday. Till 2230. Sigh.. now. I'm damn sleepy. I still can't believe I have a compo planning that needs be done.. DUE BY TOMORROW! Oh crap.

I'm screwed.