I don't care. I'm screwing my personal contract of not coming online. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MSN AND BLOGGING. Okay, maybe without blogging.. but not MSN! And.. well..
I just felt like blogging today. Thus my entry [duh] .. nothing much to update-o. Just here to lose the stress.
For the first time my whole 17 years, I'm actually doing homework at HOME! ..And I'm actually revising like mad for class tests. BUT MIND YOU, the class tests are no more on thisthat topic, its EVERYTHING! Christ. Felt like crying when I sat for my chemistry paper. CAN DIE BALLS. Not surprised if I see my very good friend when I get the paper back. Oh, how inconsiderate of me. I haven't introduced him. He isn't very well-liked.
He's also known as Mr. F9.
Same goes for humanities and physics AND maths.[nextwed]
Don't tell the teachers I said that.
Other than that.. hmm. THAT woman and I are talking again.. you know, that kid from the block.. whohadtheguy-I-likedwaybackthen. BUT WHATEVERRR. We're just talking. Just friends. Nothing closer than that. Ha. Anyway, it feels so awkward just to talk now. We just chat on msn much.. say a word or two in school.. and that's it. BUT AT LEAST WE'RE TALKING. Oh whatever. Not like you'd care. (:
Looks like he was right. She's still the same
Then my very good friend in class was talking to me today. Told me a story of 3 friends. HAH. Couples, the lamp post and trust issues. Small world.. amazing how I was just facing this problem days back.
Story goes like this:
Z goes out with X and Y. XYZ go to Pizza Hut to eat. Z goes home very happy. Then on a phone conversation with X, Z finds out from X that Y said something about Z. Z wanted to confront Y but X said not to cos to Y, Y didn't know that X told Z blahblahblah. If Y knew, Y would break up with X. [So gawddamn dumb.] And what Y told X was like, what Z did to cover Y's ass - but it was in offence to X. X told Z cos she wanted Z to know what kinda person Y is. [INGRATE.] So now, do you think Z will wanna cover Y's ass?
Not anymore right?
DUH. So damn annoying. Can't stand Y's character. Offers appreciation in person to Z when Z covers Y's ass, but in other's company? COMPLETELY VICE VERSA.
Whatever.
Oh, and another shocking thing that happened to me in the week? I ACTUALLY LIKE ENGLISH NOW. Hah. Okay, like everyone knows english class has been tough on me right? But I actually like it now. She's pretty cool with me. She doesn't seem to be picking much on me.. actually praised me.. [or was that flattery?] ..but yeah. I actually like, SMILE in english class now. HAH. Maybe the word got through.. [that public apology @ AKLTG] ..or maybe not. OHWEL. And as for maths.. i'm a GONER! Lesson's completely sloooooooow.. so slow.. its hard to feel all energized and awake. Actually yawned 16 times in class. Damn. I SUCK AT MATHS LAHHHHHH. *CRIES*
Circle properties.. transformation.. STUDY ALL THAT FOR WHAT?! Heard that in poly, maths isn't even TOUCHED - only for those in language and arts courses. NOT YOU DAMNED ENGINEERING and BIZ ONES. And its not like as if I'm planning to ever head into either course facs what. I'd rather SHATEC or ITE given a choice.
O's seem so haaaaaard... 3 more months. I seriously gotta hang in there. Its only been a freakin week.
WISHMEFRIGGINGOOOOODLUCK. I'll need them all.
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