The Ripped Soul

OK. So I know I'm supposed to blog about SO many things.. like from that outing on Sat to Jaws to Sunday to my two new loves and the guy who likes me.. BUT IM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. I need to do my homework which is calling out to me on my study table, AND I need to go to my aunt's later. See my newborn cousin [when everyone else already saw him] ..then probably head out with the older fellow to Marina Square for GODKNOWSWHAAAAAT.

So, I shall thus blog in point form.

• Outing with my 2 fantastic buddies.

Lets see. We went to Heeren, I got lost, I saw Rach's two kid hamsters, and shit they look like rats. Then went to Cine, the place for ALL sorts of weird dressed people, took neos, they had kfc and AJ wanted to punch Rach cos she couldn't make up her mind once she sat down. LOL. Then went to PS, walked around, and I realised that my bestie has turned into a miser. $1 ALSO DOWANA PAY. Pfffft. That and everything else at Starbucks. PS: Rach, next time, just act all causal like as if you own the place. That way, it wouldn't be so uncomfortable when you're seating at some huge couch that everyone's avoiding for some reason. LOL.

And another thing, I don't know why, but everytime I'm at PS-area, SOME black african fella will always acknowledge me like as if they know me or something. That time with mom, this guy was smiling his pearly white teeth at me while walking. That time with them, some other fella opened the door for us and said "hey, howre ya doin?" to MEEEEEEE! I mean, I'm used to strangers just talking to me out of the blue, but still?! Why the black people? Am I like, marked for life since my godma brought me to see a couple of her black friends when I was waaaay little? Hmm.. weird.

• JAWS!

Okay, I loved Saturday night cos I was talking to 3 people who I love most. Okay, make that 2 and a half. Naz my monkey [i miss her, really i do!] Amanda the chimpanzee [also known as the miser] and Joce the pufferfish [also known as the kidthatfellforthesameguyasme&thekidwhocan'tbetrustedfornuts] .. I loved talking to Naz cos she just makes my day, AJ cos shes always talking nonsense with me, and Joce.. cos well.. it felt nice talking to an old friend bout old stuff. It almost felt like that day in that month back in sec2 when everything was sugarysweet. I was on good terms with everyone and i was loved by everyone! HA!

• Sunday

Went for youth mass, and I gotta say, I'm still good when it comes to picking stuff up last minute. HEHE. Okay, so Andrea did help by drilling that song. THANKS DREY! Managed to catch the parts for the alleluia like, 15mins before mass started. The new song, like, in 5 mins. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IMA GOOD CANTOR. I suck, really - I do. Zac rocked the altar though. Wonder why he wasn't picked before Me, Drey, Annie and Randall.. weird.

Went out with mom after mass, watched SUPERMAN RETURNS! Bloody good movie. Freakin awesome. I swear to God, to all the angels and saints in heaven, I wouldn't mind watching it AGAIN&AGAIN&AGAIN - the rest of my life if I have to. ITS REALLY GOOD. REALLY. Especially the airplane part. And the doing so many things at one go part. PLEASE WATCH IT IF YOU'RE A FAN OF DC COMICS. You sure as hell won't regret it. Unless you expect more, of course. JUST GO FOR THE ACTION[not the plot], and girls - go because of SUPERMAN. He's bloody hot, believe me.

Went shopping as well.. but only for awhile. Then went home very contented. (:

• The guy who likes me. I think.

OKAY. I'm not too sure about this bit. Joce is still helping me, in the making. He does seem to be dropping ALOT of hints, now that I've sat back and thought about it. He's been buying me stuff, telling me to keep the change when I ask him to help me buy stuff, he's been sitting very close to me in class, he's been helping with homework, and the best[not] part - he doesn't want to gimme his homework anymore cos he wants to see me pass O's. Okay, maybe that's a good thing. BUT GOING FOR DETENTION ISN'T.

So J and I have this hunch that he likes me cos of all these little actions. And he will never lend her any games of his, but he BURNED CDs for me! Get my drift? Now its hard for me. Cos if he likes me.. then.. sigh. Its hard for me to go for it cos he's freakishly skinny. For me and him to go out together, it'd be like an IKEA pencil going out with a fat whiteboard marker. AND our interests aren't really on par. He likes anime and cartoons, and he likes renting movies instead of going to the cinema, BUT I'm so opposite. I love the cinemas, I love movies, I love music. I hate anime [unless its final fantasy PSone series after FF:VI] .. He likes japanese comics, I LOVE American ones on Superman and all. [DC comic stuff] ..The only thing we have in common is making fun of Spongebob Sqpants. Oh. And he isn't catholic. Not that I got anything against it, but it's just going to be hard to connect, that's all. I can't bring him to church and make him sit with the congregation while I sing in the choir and all that. So many complications. AND THE WORST PART? I'm hoping he doesn't admit he likes me. Why? Cos he's a suicidal fellow. Please imagine the outcome if I were to tell him this ENTIRE paragraph. He'd be heartbroken and he'd be all "life is meaningless" shit. And another thing. I don't want to go out with someone just out of pity. Its not me. If I wanna love you, I'd love you cos of who you are. Not because of your status, not because you're all pitiful and desperately need a gf for emo. support. ITS NOT ME.

I know I sound like such a bitch. Cos I'm being very fussy and complaining when I don't even have one whole entire queue of guys waiting to take my number.. but this is me.

• My two new loves..

MR SUPERMAN [and no, its not you egoistic bastards who dare compare yourself to Superman and say "damn, i look better than him." or "I look just like Superman." Seriously, go get a mental check at an institution and make sure you look HARD at a clean mirror till it cracks. YOURE NOT SUPERMAN. AND YOU NEVER WILL BE. Face it and move on. Quit deceiving yourself.]

About Superman.. I mean c'mon. Brandon Routh is so damn handsome. Don't you deny. You know its true. He's so freaking hot. I mean, just look at him!

So damn handsome. So damn fine. PERFECT. Or almost perfect. I love Mr. Superman. Oh, Brandon Routh...

and my second love..

That's Helen's cat. After O's, she'd be flying to Aust, and she's asked me to look after it. Believe me, I'm in love with her. As in, the cat.. not Helen. SHE LOOKS DAMN CUTE WHEN SHE POSES FOR THE CAM! I can't wait.. But oh well. Mom's being a real prick by saying that she'll move out or throw the cat out the window should I bring it back. DAMN MEAN RIGHT. Rah. So I gotta be extra nice to her in order to keep the cat in Dec. Can't wait.

RAAAAH. If only he had that build. If only he and I shared some common interests. Sure as hell I'd be first in line. But then, with his line of choices who'd definetly fall for him.. I'd be the last he'd choose. Rah.

SO YES. That's the blog entry for today. I'll probably blog next somewhere in the weekend or something. Now its all studies for me. Gotta go see my lil cuz now, so yes..

HAPPY YOUTH DAY, EVERYONE!