The Ripped Soul

Okay. Just done with the results of the IDIOT show. Found it quite, er.. idiotic? Firstly, that statement Dan said. "now a quick reminder.." REMINDER? Shouldn't it be a quick RECAP?! I mean, I know you wanna remind the viewers to vote and all that.. but a quick reminder? Hah. Sounds wrong.. its more like, "now a quick recap of last night's performance.." ..right? OKAY. Maybe he just made an error there, or maybe a wrong line was written so it'd be the scriptwriter's fault.. so I shan't hammer. Just found it odd - that's all.

Then that one contestant that everyone's talking about. RR. SURE, she's good - I won't deny that or curse her to drop out in the next round. I don't hate her or anything. BUT WHY DO YOU PEOPLE SAY THAT I ACT LIKE HERRRR ? I don't go all *5 fingers pose* and show some "mother of sorrows" look what.. Gaaaaawd..

ANYWAY.. SI-lookalike blues aside..

Got a new t-shirt today! And its SUPERWHOOPER VULGAR. Check out the Fucks below.

Fuck speed limits
Fuck porn
Fuck PMS
Fuck the i.r.s.
Fuck what people think!
Fuck the draft
Fuck T.G.I.F.
Fuck gas
Fuck'n amigo
Fuck'ers
Fuck women
Fuck hard times
Fuck smut
Fuck taxes
Fuck virginity
Fuck'er
Fuck mon
Fuck smog
Fuck the post offices
Fuck hussein and fuck again
Fuck recession
DON'T fuck around with aids
Fuck banks
Fuck inflation
Fuck war
Fuck uncle sam two or three times!
Fuck off
Fuck aerobics
FUCK YOU
Fuck you II

Yes, but no worries. I won't wear this shirt to your father's son's wedding or your mother's aunt's funeral. Its just a tee I'll wear if I'm just gonna casually hang out with my so NOT vulgar friends. Please, taste the sarcasm.

Sigh. Wasted my precious cash on it. Mum was making one HELL of a fuss once she saw the t-shirt. SO MUCH FOR HIDING. She wasn't scolding me or giving me the "HOW CAN YOU BE SO VULGAR?" lecture.. she was just going OVER and OVER on how it's not safe in Singapore to wear such a shirt. How people will think lowly of you when you use such shirts. How you'll lose your respect, dignity - just because of one stupid "FUCK this, FUCK that" shirt. She said it'd be fine if it was the States cos no one gives a shit bout the statement on your shirt - but in S'pore, people make big deals out of the littlest things..

so fine. Now it has become a home tee and is only wearable when guests aren't coming over. Think I'll get the Green Day: American Idiot shirt. Or maybe I'll get the "God's busy. *satan's face* Can I help you?" shirt. I don't know. Help me decide?

Still can't believe it. RR. Just how is it that I act like her? Or how does she resemble me? I can't figure it out. I've watched her clip 10 times on youtube.com. HOW?! I still don't see the light. I mean, I'm not a poseur like everyone's calling her, right? I don't dress for attention or have signature hand moves... right?

And she does sing better than me.. so how is it that we equate each other..? I just don't get that.

Amanda, Nick, Dawn, Na, Drey.. all say she somewhat reminds them of me. AJ says I don't look like her - of course I don't look like her; i'm a person that's one for tying my hair up, not letting it down like some rock chic, unlike her. But its the acting like her bit that gets me annoyed. I don't know.. I hate being labelled as a poser [poseur] .. its just not me. It's like someone screaming in your face - HA! COPYCAT! .. just hate that feeling. HATE IT. I guess I'm just annoyed cos I hate being thought of as a person with no original identity.

Rah. Why am I getting so worked up anyway.. should be honoured right?

Bleargh.