The Ripped Soul

WAH. Damn annoyed.. okay, not VERY annoyed - but still annoyed.

First.. the tag reps.

Nick: Yes, nick.. i'm vulgar, AND emo. you're just using "emo" to cover up for being vulgar. So there. (:

Andrea: yea ok. i know i pay to scare myself. quite stupid la.. but when you're in a group of fun loving people, its just fun to watch a scary movie. i'm sure ya had the same feeling too when LC watched Shutter. bloody show didn't even start and people like Nick could already be seen hiding behind the pillow. LOL

manda: not telling YOU. (:

---

I'm annoyed cos I'm freaking broke. Like, literally-broke.. like no-money-to-spend broke. Not the broke-but-I-still-got-$20-in-my-wallet-and-that's-not-enough-for-a-movie broke. LITERALLY BROKE. $0.00 in my wallet.

1015am. Was watching spoofs on youtube.com for morning laughs. Was laughing like a cracked nut when Mama G called.

me: heylo..?
mamaG: hello! gd morning.. someone sounds awake..
me: well, yeah.. kinda like, just woke up had a shower thing.. so yea, course im awake. why, sup?
mamaG: well, have you got any plans today?
me: hmmm.. plans like plans i need to do them by today plans?
mamaG: yeah.. plans.. errands.. or going out with your friends..
me: oh.. that. er..
*why would i be going out with friends? last bunch of people actually.. i mean, quite common before, but once the trio separated and once shit started happening, we're just friends.. not the "hey girlfriend, okay we'll all meet at 3pm in town tomorrow and go SHOPPING!!!! Oh, oh! And get a manicure while we're at it.. and I'll tell ya bout so&so's latest crush.. like, oh my god..." - say it like how the blondes do and you get my drift*
me: nah, totally free today.. unless someone calls and offers to hang out.
mamaG: oh, so i called.. so can i bring you out?
me: *dry laughter*.. er.. i guess.
mamaG: nono.. just kidding dear. wanted to go to the doc's today.. *LONG CONVERSATION ON HEADACHE*
me: i see, i see..
mamaG: so is mummy at home?
me: oh nah.. why?
mamaG: oh.. need to tell her bout your cousin here.. keep showing attitude *talks about cousin being a brat*
me: ok... mum's at work.
mamaG: oh okay.. *sniffle*
me: er.. okay, since she's giving you quite a bit of a problem, i'll give you the rest of the day off and take her out so you don't have to tolerate her nonsense.. ok? i'll bring her out like, now and return her at say.. 11pm? 12mn?
mamaG: ok.. that's good. thanks ah, jess. you're a lifesaver..
me: yea sure. just tell her to get ready by 11am.
mamaG: yea, i'll get her ready now.

So basically, my cousin was being a pain cuz well.. suddenly she had this whole load of cash. Like, $80 worth. She said it was savings. mamaG says she could have stolen it or sold something to get that kind of amount. So she confiscated the cash, obviously. My cuz threw a fuss.. she's something like P6.. so that makes her 11? 12? And yeah.. the whole house been heaty ever since. mamaG wants fried rice, she wants maggi - she'll cook a fuss when its not her way. THAT KIND OF THING. So usual. Typical 12yr old brattish behaviour.

So I dressed up, went out.. picked her up. Was out on the way when my OTHER cousin called.

him: hey jess.. where you now?
me: with the brat. down mamaG's block. sup?
him: nah.. thought i'd go out with you today.. where you goin?
me: just going out the whole day.. like, library, movie kinda thing..
him: oh okay. can i tag?
me: yeah sure.. you go shower and change and all.. i'll go have lunch now.. meet ya at home once i'm done. coolio?
him: yea ok. daz cool.

Then I got my prawn mee at this roach infested hawker centre. The infestation was SO bad that I stretched my legs on another chair. There were roaches EVERYWHERE. All over the floor. Some dead, some alive, some crawling on whatever that was left of them. Sick. Finished up asap and left for his place. First thing his mother said when I got there?

"Heyyy.. look at who's at the door. The RR Lookalike."

Wah. Infuriated. But I asked her why.. I said I don't look like her or whatever.. and she agreed after much persuasion. She said it was more of the kind of attitude I brought about. The flow I had was the same as hers. Well, almost. It was like, you see RR on tv, the first person you'd think of - me.

Sian.

Waited for him to change and all and we left. Cathay Picturehouse first, since the only way I could think of to pass time was to watch a movie. Caught CARS. Damn nice show. Over 5, I give 5.5. Maybe 10. Lol. It's really, a DAMN nice show. To my opinion, that is. I loved the humour; I never fail to laugh when its that one particular scene.. and I loved the meaning behind the whole show. I enjoyed it. Every little bit. But that's just maybe cuz I'm a cartoon freak. (:

Walked to Bugis after that. Went to the national library. I swear I hate that place. CRAMMED FULL OF KIDS AND STUDENTS AND ADULTS. And books aren't easy to find. Went over to 77th street[at]Bugis after that. Kid cousin saw what she wanted to see - then we left. Went to mac's - thought of getting the happy meal since characters from CARS were the toy of the month/week/whatever. But boring Doc Hudson was the toy of the day, so ahhhh. SCREW IT. I only want Lightning McQueen. (:

Oh, and I got the American Idiot shirt, by the way. Looked nicer than the "God's busy" shirt. Besides.. I couldn't wear that shirt on Sundays. FK IS BOUND TO OPEN HIS MOUTH IF HE SEES IT. Sheesh. *rolls eyes*

Had dinner with him and the lil cuz-wuz.. and I think we went to Punggol beach after that. Enjoyed the cool breeze for abit before getting spooked out by the misty place and the freaking mozzies. Took a bus back to hougang's interchange before deciding to head to the Esplanade. Went to Popcorn. Bought calanders of our favourite movies. I got Mr. Hunkalicious Superman in casual attire. SO DAMN HANDSOME. Wanted to get the CARS magnet, but ahh. $3. Maybe another day when I'm feeling rich. Was about to exit the place when I saw WOLVERINE'S JACKET! $270.

I WANT!!!!!

So gonna save just to get it. IT'S BLOODY COOLIO! More COOLIO than getting a damn PHONE. Ahh.. wolverine. Went to the library. Went to the rooftop. Saw some artistic work done downstairs that was attracting everyone's attention.

Got bottles of drinks for the 3 of us. Walked to Clifford Pier's bus stop. Took a bus back since it was 11+ then. Stopped by Mac's to grab a lil bite before walking the brat back home. Walked the other brat back home.. [mind you, he's a year younger than me and he's a GUY and I had to walk him back -,-] then ran for my last bus.

And here I am. 1:53am, typing away, eyes threatening to close.. chewing on whatever's left in the tub of Swensens' Sticky Chewy Chocolate.

I'm tired. And broke.

SIGH.