The Ripped Soul

How can you possibly be with someone that has zilch social skills?

I don't know. And I sure as hell don't want to find out how.

Well, headlines in people - the freak. He likes me. And that friend of mine? Happily encouraging him to go after me. Heck, she's even telling him what to do to get in my good books. Ho ho.. nah-uh kid, I ain't falling for that anymore.

Firstly - If you're my friend, I wouldn't really give a shit if you wanted to brag about which country you've been to and all that - but for a guy to like me, and to brag about his whereabouts? that's a complete turn off. No, no.. don't get me wrong. If you wanna brag about Aust and tell me the nice stuff there, sure - go ahead. Amaze me. But don't go overboard and brag until you sound like the speaker of the Discovery Channel. Don't tell me shit that's not believable like "I've been everywhere. Name a place. Sydney? Been there. US? Been there. HK? Already been there. Thailand? Yes. India? You bet. Venice? Yah, duh.. Russia? Of course! Paris? Yup. Malaysia? DUH." You're just 17. What? You travel annually to different countries? Don't talk like that. Especially when you can go ON and on about your travels. I would be SO fascinated. NOT. And don't ask me why I'm not like every other girl who would most likely go "Ohmygod, will you take me there someday?" The odds of me saying something like that is totally low. Its just not me. Period.

Secondly, in my books, if you're treating someone, treat with sincerity. It becomes a turn off when guys start bragging and showing off the notes they have in their wallet. Don't proclaim to the world, "I can buy you anything you want. Name it. Chocolate? What brand? The swedish one? The hawaiian one? The switz one? The one with wine? Oh, you just want cadbury? Okay. Here's the money. Oh, you want me to buy it? Sure, sure. You want that huh? Sure of course I can buy. I don't spend my money and I've got a huge sum in my wallet. Yeah, I'll get that for you by tomorrow." Flaunting your wealth in front of me ain't gonna get you in my good books as well.

And lastly, when I'm not attached to you - don't act like as if you are to me. You're not. And that also means that a) I don't have to answer your phone calls and give reasons for every time I press the 'ignore' button. b) you don't have a right to call me 'my dear' or other names like 'lazy bum'.. don't call me names like as if we're best pals. we're not. you're just a friend. and you're turning to a freaky one - at that. and c) whenever I don't turn up for school, stop smsing and saying things like you miss me.

I'm going crazy in class. Maybe its stress. Maybe its not stress.

I should have never gone back.

Btw, watched SUPERMANRETURNS again yesterday. Superman is still as gorgeous as ever. I love it when he stops flying in mid air and swoops his hands to his side. LOOKS LIKE A GOD LA! Haha. And yes Nick, you're so right. The movie is so catholic, now that I paid attention to the lines. Son becomes the father, and the father becomes the son. Hah. Sounds so churchy. Lol. Awesome movie, still give a 10²/10. Yes, its OVERRATED. Haha. Can't wait for the DVD to come out. I'll SO buy it please.

Went to Suntec. Saw Jamie from perf10 there. She actually looked at me, and I looked back at her - recognized her after 5 seconds, but too late. She covered her face and walked past me to the ladies. Lol. Went to MPH - bought the Superman Returns novel. Jaws offered her MPH voucher, so I guess she's changing. Slowly. Hmm.. other than that, yes, I'm crazy over Superman.. So if you just wanna make my day, get me anything superman-ish. Ah-ah.. but not so fast. Don't get me the marvel comics of superman. I'm not interested in that bulky fellow. Get me only the ones starring Brandon Routh.


And guys who watched the movie, don't come and act all macho [hint: Zac] I'm sure you went gay for that split second when you saw him flying... LOL. Right? Right?? Hahahaha. Just kidding Zac. Don't kill me.


Sigh.. but y'know, its completely understandable. The man is, afterall, Superman. And damn, he is so damn fine, so damn handsome, and so gawddamn perfect. ((((:



Somebody save me.. *whistles*