The Ripped Soul

I'm angry? No. Not angry.. I'm more of annoyed.

Today, everything was kinda okay at first. Yeah, sure I was a klutz and all when I dropped that CD in HMV. And yeah, that scary guy who got dead pissed when he was forced to offer an unbelievable price of 320 for the gigaPSP.

But that bitch who acted all nice and all at first really pissed me off.

I feel like changing my name already since her name's so close to mine. "J-J-J-essie."

You know, I HATE these people... those that'll say "oh hi, hello.. can we share with you about the Goodness of the Lord...blahblahblah."...

And before you even answer, they sit down. SO YOU HAVE TO SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO WHATEVER THEY GOTTA SAY LIKE IT OR NOT.

Jessie came to me and Jaws with her friend and started proclaiming about the christian faith. Then they split up and Jessie started her little 'sharing' with me, and the friend with Jaws.

Now sharing is all okay with me. Like, just to tell me about your faith, whatever. I'm open to that.

But DON'T tell me "I hope you aren't offended.." and then give me some DISGUSTED, pissed look when I choose not to believe the same thing as you. Don't act like as if you're paying attention to every word I'm saying and still give me that SAME disgusted look when I tell you about Mary, the Angels and Saints.

You know, its a shame. We are so alike in SO many ways. We believe in a man named Jesus Christ, in heaven and hell and in the unseen being we call God.

That doesn't mean you have to give me some negative reaction when I tell you that I also believe in Christ's mother, Mary. And that doesn't mean you can try to psycho my fucking mind by saying that "i mean, do you actually worship idols and statues? Like of the saints or..? Like the Mary statue?"

And when I try explaining why we have Mary, you start correcting me and saying "so you PRAY to Mary? But how can you pray to a person that is not God? How can you pray to someone who ALSO prays to God?"

I NEVER SAID THAT WE PRAY TO MARY, ASSWIPE!

What a hoe. I hate people who start puking verbal diarrhea when they don't even listen to a word I say.

When she asked me "why not you attend one of our services? you can bring your friends along.." I swear I felt like.. grr. When she asked for my details, I gave her my mother's expired handphone number. HAHA.

I was all cool when she opened her bible and started sharing. I was also cool when she gave me a little cathechism about heaven and hell. I was NOT cool when she gave me that motherfkg disgusted look when I talked about Mary.

I swear if I hear another fella saying "DO YOU ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOUR?!" ....

That's it. I'm gonna go mental. And I might just believe in scientology. Or be a damned free-thinker.

Seriously lah! Damn buay tahan. Felt like strangling her when she kept looking at me like as if I was some fkg psychotic retard.

All in all, she couldn't stop saying this:

"don't mind ah.. I'm just sharing.."
"I hope you're not offended, I'm just sharing.."
"do you accept Jesus Christ as your saviour?"
"you must only believe in him, and him alone! you cannot believe in anything else if you want to go to heaven!"

If I'm damned to go to hell, into that "lake of fire" ...then amen. But I believe that through my faith, God will save me.

Don't believe that I was attacked by them today. In addition, she started off with a "You know that is hell? Do you believe there is a hell? *takes out bible* hell.. a place.. a lake of fire where sinners will go to.."

Its like saying "if you don't believe in Jesus Christ and him alone, if you believe in angels, saints, Mary and whoever else, you're going to hell. and you're going to burn there. for eternity."

What the hell.