The Ripped Soul

Gah. I'm really bored. OK OK, I know for a fact my O's are like the week after next [and that I shouldn't really be here right now] ...

But I just can't help it.

I've already deemed myself a failure.. so yupp. I'll be satisfied with a 20. or a 25. And if all else fails, I smell ITE uniforms from here. Or is that the SHATEC uniforms? Hah.

In any case, I'm already prepared. [So this is how suicide bombers feel like..]

I'm happy my mum decided to close the deal with me. I'm gonna get my PSP by next week me thinks. But I'm not allowed to touch it till.. I don't know. After O's? Hah. I can go to prom with my psp. God, that'd be so totally rufus. [Read: Cool.]

Ok, I'm really bored now.. And tired of bitching about that whole fkg episode yesterday. It's amazing, the number of people that'd been attacked by these bloooody people. You know, I'm SO spooked that I don't even wanna head there now? I don't ever wanna go to town EVER again. Even if I do, I make sure its a come-and-go kinda thing. I ain't gonna hang around, sit down in the open and wait for some silly miss-ahlian-changed-to-good-girl-because-she-finally-believed-in-christ-jesus to come preach to me about heaven and hell. Nah-uh. No fkg way.

Besides that final statement, found this quiz/survey/whatever on someone's blog. I'm really boredddd... so guess I'll give it a go. Cya guys on Sunday - which will REALLY be my last post before O's.

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRST...

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:- real best friend? errr. amanda jane? but we don't talk much now *whistles*

FIRST SCHOOL YOU WENT TO: Cedar Pri? Heh.

FIRST FIGHT: with AJ over a pencil in Primary 1/2 [?] ...ignored her for a couple of weeks after that. I know, I was born mean.. whattodooo..

FIRST CELL PHONE: that damn nokia phone that everyone called a vibrator.

FIRST FUNERAL: The man who saved me from a Dog that bit me on my wrist - Uncle Ben.

FIRST PET: 2 turtles/terapins/whatever..

FIRST BIG TRIP: all the malacca trips..

FIRST KISS: HAHA. *zipppppp* ... ;)

FIRST LOVE: someone somewhere over the rainbow..

FIRST ITEM YOU REALLY TREASURED: the C-watch aunt Rina got for me and her kids for xmas.

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY: JB i think.

FIRST JOB: ha-ha. accountant? waffle maker? party planner? CEO of slacker company?

FIRST FRIENDSTER FRIEND: wow. can't remember.. think its Dawn. or was it Sarah?


EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS--


LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Andrea [sign of peace @ mass]

LAST CAR RIDE: Uncle's van on hari raya when doing collection..

LAST TIME YOU CRIED: cried? hmm.. almost did yday when I felt so helpless. Oh yeah. I cried when happy lifter took all my $20 on that PSP.

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: World Trade Center

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Instant noods with egg.

LAST MEMORABLE OUTING: Errr. that one with the babes? we went to wildwildwet and that's the first and last time I'm EVER going to wear that swimsuit.

LAST KISS: rach and her last flying kiss to me in the hall after science pracs.

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: elvin's prez. [next item to get: SONY PSP! WOOHOO!]

LAST SHIRT WORN: Star Wars Ep 1: The Phantom Menace. I love dark maul's face.

LAST PHONE CALL: Jaws about christians and that freaky guy that keeps calling our cellys.

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: from myself! on what to wear the next time i go and get the psp.

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: the mouse button.

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: yesterday before the ATTACK.

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mother :)

LAST THING YOU DRANK: sprite

LAST PRESENT YOU RECEIVED: the May Babies surprise. an autographed picture+frame from rima and pictures from the band by Daaaawn and a Jessica Alba poster [from sincity] by Joel. I-LOVE-em. <3

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: mr. i'm-really-nice-but-turned-out-to-be-a-snob.

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY FURIOUS: yesterday night. damn preachy-christians.

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY: When that bugger agreed to sell me the PSP for $320. I swear the whole procedure was damn amusing.

me: how much are you selling the PSP giga pk?
salesman: currently, its for $450. [i frown] ..but with staff discount, $389. [i look at the display].. if you pay cash now, $350.
me: oh, okay. alright thanks, I was just checking the prices..
salesman: okok, what is your budget? you walk around, what is the best price so far?
me: so far its $329.
salesman: okok.. you paying cash now? I give you special discount. $320. You can't get a better price than this. Cos ALL the shop here buy the PSP from my company.. so we know how cheap we can sell.. you want to pay now?

I was so totally stunned. "what the flying f_c< ...."

me: er.. no.. not buying now.. haha.. just walking around, checking for price. but yours is good. can I come another day?
salesman: okok.. look for me when you come back. and make sure that you bring many customer back ah..
me: er, yeah, thanks...

Like okay, omfgwtf just happened? Haha.. but I was damn happy when he agreed for it to be $320. I was ecstatic when my mother agreed that it fits the budget. Hehe.

LAST GOODBYE: mummy before she left for work.
LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: 3 doors down - here without you [ringtone]
LAST DREAM YOU HAD: it was a nightmare and I saw myself in a straightjacket before waking up.

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K laaaaarhhh. I'm supersleepy and I feel like a total weakling. Think its high time I headed for the pillow. Screw this surfing for PSP thingys. Grr.