Tuesday, October 10

School's a dread. School's a killer. School's driving me nuts. Crazy. INSANE. And I officially have 2 more weeks in this hell hole before the real deal.

Next week's already the practical. WTF. How time flies.. soon I'll be wearing my red cap and singing "Blue Christmas" under the green tree with a bottle of vodka in my arms.

Let's see.. all these past few weeks, its been nothing except my friends, me and a laptop - playing the SAME graduation presentation and perfecting every slide.

I swear I hate the sound of Celine D's Because you loved Me. The whole tune just leaves me restless, having listened to it 25125963478 times. Irritating piece of..

Sigh. But that's not the problem..

When we handed the presentation in, feedback was he didn't really like our work.

Not impressive enough, maybe.

Haiz. Don't you just hate it when you spend SO much time, effort and creativity and love in a project and then it gets squashed flat by a disapproving look or a negative reaction?

It's sickening. Damn sickening.

And to top it off, graduation ceremony is this Friday. Guess who's reading the speech on stage in front of a freaking crowd?

Me.

And God knows how much I HATE that goddamn microphone. How much I hate stages. Public Speeches. And how much I hate it when people make up decisions for me.

Grrrrr..

Oh yeah.. and while most of my friends are in school till 6, I'm not. HAH. Knooooow why? Cos they've finally chosen to give up on me.

Not that I'm unhappy or anything.. I'm cool with it. Last thing I need is fried brains for dinner for 5 days in a row. And about how I know they've given up on me...

Like they told those that needed to go: Thoze that arent picked are either hopeless, or are too good for this evening klasses kinda thang.

And with me failing EVERY SINGLE THING except English, its no doubt I fall under the hopeless category. Shiok huh?

HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm so screwed for O's.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

let me know if u need help with maths

nickorz

Anonymous said...

i was hoping ull kana the 6pm thing. cos with you there, then ill study. but you werent there. and i havent start studying =[[[[ i miss my JESS !

jess said...

to nick: me and maths is like a health freak holding a packet of cigarettes. we just don't go together. and people who teach me maths are like the smokers teaching the health freak how to smoke. LOL. I'm a wordy person.. not a number person. thanks anw.. I'll call if I got any problems in math. (:

to rach: HAHAHAHA. yes Rach, I miss you too. how is it that with me there, you'd study? More like I'll be a distraction lol.. can imagine us talking&bitching non stop in tha lib. anw, you got ya friends there, ya got nis there, so at least ya ain't lonely or smth. anw, do ya thing alright. I may not be there, but picture amanda and me nagging at you and you'll study lol.. all the best for O's alright. take care babe, i'll cya when I cya. (:

Anonymous said...

i want jessssssseeeesssss :( you can volunteer to stay back (((((: