Don't you just hate it when you do/say something and think it's for the good of everything, think it's for the good of everyone and then it all just turns out wrong? And then it suddenly looks like its all your fault? Cos maybe, just maybe.. if you didn't open your mouth, and just wait for everything to settle in and just let fate take its course, everything might be a little better then?
I thought I was doing a good thing by informing about what's gonna happen earlier. But oops, I'm so SO so fucking stupid, I ruined just about everything, spoiled the whole partying mood and now whoopey-doo.. its all my fault now she feels like shit. And its also gonna be my fault when everything turns sucky this weekend.
Why didn't God give me telepathic powers to fortell every other sucky outcome so I could do something about them all or avoid it completely?
Sigh.. now she feels like shit, I hate myself, and I'm wishing I never talked on MSN to anyone today.
*takes gun and points to head*
I think I need my vodka. Out.
I'm Jess.
I like all sorts of things.
All sorts of people rock my world, and I love them.
Peace ☮
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1 comment:
hey love.
you weren't the one the destroyed my mood. i'm serious. i just wasn't feeling so hyped up that day. it really really really wasn't your fault >< must have been the feelings from Saturday brought over. you know how emotional i get when i'm ignored by people i think love me. well, apparently now i know he doesn't. anyway, don't feel bad about it darling. it's gonna be fun this weekend ok? mummy just thought of the PERFECT idea. we're gonna eat in the hotel room XD hehes. it's gonna be fun ok babe? I LOVE YOU! and i know you LOVE ME TOO. hahas. take care dear. see you soon!
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