The Ripped Soul

HAPPY 18th BiRTHDAY BESTiE!

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AJ turns 18 today. Doubt she'll read that though. Ha! Or she'll read it like a gazillion years later. Happy birthday anyway, bitch. Woop woop! :D

So ho-hum, SIMPSONS movie opens today! And my friends have clubbing plans tonight cos its Ladies night at dxo. But I'm not going. Fuck clubbing. Waste of money AND time.

I mean dancing in a PACKED dancefloor? With nothing to dance to? Theres not even a night when you see some punk making way for himself and then he's breaking for everyone to see. There's not even a club battle. Yeah, Sing's clubs.. the only battle you see is the ones outside where the punks fight with the bouncer or when there's a childish gang clash just because some cheena dude stared at one mat's minah girlfriend and both parties ain't happy.

Soooooo nonsense.

And dancing next to some skank with nothing on and having some clown grinding behind me? Not forgetting the sweaty people after dancing for one hour?

GOD. Why do people even bother.

On another note, accompanied ERNiE to go shopping at t-t-t-town today. Thanks for the company bitch :D And for forcing me to get out of the house. YOU ARE SO LOVED BY ME! xD .......Sorry about the OC cd and the $10 difference at the two outlets. :(

Then I went hunting for old songs.. and this one came to mind. Lemon Treeeeeeeeeee.. by Fools Garden I think. The whole lyric kinda explains ME as I am, right now. The heavy cloud, the feeling tired, the waiting for someone, the wasting my time.... the wonderment. And that lemon tree.

CHECK IT! Its on imeem at the corner. (:

xoxo
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I'm sitting here in the boring room,
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon.
I'm wasting my time,
I got nothing to do..
I'm hanging around,
I'm waiting for you,
But nothing ever happens.. and I wonder.

I'm driving around in my car.
I'm driving too fast,
I'm driving too far.
I'd like to change my point of view.
I feel so lonely,
I'm waiting for you..
But nothing ever happens.. and I wonder..

I wonder how,
I wonder why..
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky..
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree.
I'm turning my head up and down,
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around..
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree.

I'm sitting here,
I miss the power.
I'd like to go out taking a shower,
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head.
I feel so tired,
Put myself into bed..
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder.

Isolation is not good for me..
Isolation I don't want to - sit on the lemon-tree.

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy,
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy,
And everything will happen and you wonder..

I wonder how,
I wonder why..
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky..
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree.
I'm turning my head up and down,
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around..
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree,
And I wonder, wonder..

I wonder how,
I wonder why..
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky..
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree...