The Ripped Soul

Last day at Serangoon.

I kept tearing, I almost broke down crying when I had a cigarette. When Jen hugged me, I didn't want her to let go. When Sha had to leave, I didn't want to let go of her either.

Everyone kept saying like it's NOT the end of the world, but after working at the new place today.... it almost seems like it IS the end of the world.

I thought I could die running around just now. And that was just a god damn monday.

The kitchen was SO cramped.
The navigator section is as good as crap.

The order point is FOUR FUCKING ROWS away from the navi.

No doubt using a walkie is cool, it gets very frustrating when you have to repeat yourself and when the docket is not just behind you.

You can't amend, you can't change, you can't do shit.

...

Sigh.

And don't even get me started on how I have to adapt to my new manager.

I loved Diz's methods, the way she did things... no matter how long winded.

Now it almost seems like everything I've tried to learn from her is useless.

He does everything differently.