The Ripped Soul

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*
her:
hey
jess says:
(:
* just sent you a nudge.
*
her:
lol
sorry
jess says:
<.<
her:
hahaha
jess says:
what was that forrrrr ._.
her:
it was an accident
purely
jess says:
for that, i shall have another cookie
:D
her:
hahahaha
mhmm
just don't finish it. i want some too
jess says:
i'll save you...
one..
cookie
lmao
her:
mhmm
what's on your mind ?
jess says:
wut yer up to darling?
her:
just talking to you, checking my mail.
jess says:
okay
(:
her:
you?
jess says:
finishing yo cookies o.o
her:
mhmm
jess says:
will you kill me if i did finish them?
her:
no.
but i want someeeeeeee
don't finish ittt!
jess says:
i wont (:
her:
okay
you okay with catching a 9.40 show?
jess says:
thats the thing
what time is your mom coming back tmr?
her:
afternoon-ish prolly
either way, i start in the morning
so we'd have to leave at 7.30
so you can still spend the night tonight- if you want to.
jess says:
i do
are you crazy
lol
her:
am i crazy- what?
jess says:
thinking i dont wanna spend the night
her:
lol
you neverrr knowww
:P
so i'll get the 9.40 ticket for later?
jess says:
sure thing
call me when youre getting the tix
then i can go get reaaady
her:
okay
but i'll be coming home first
don't wanna bring my bag along and all
but yeah
you can get ready first
what do you wanna have for dinner?
jess says:
you
(:
her:
real food darling
lets not go through this again
seriously
jess says:
ive got craving for fishball noodles
something soupy
her:
okay.
kopitiam then
jess says:
kopitiam lol
coffeeshop, yes
her:
mhmm
anyway
i gotta go for a lecture now
i'd prolly be back in about an hour though.
i'll have a two hour break then
arghhh
okay?
jess says:
okay
i love you
jess says:
have fun :D
her:
i love you too
HA
yeah, i will
jess says:
can i have a cookie? ._.
her:
just the break's that are annoying.
mhmm
jess says:
but its the last one...
her:
WHAT>!
jess says:
hehehehe
kidding
i wont take anymore cookies
her:
mhmm
jess says:
i'll finish up your tarts :x
her:
you know, i do have other food too
jess says:
but i like teh cookie ._.
her:
like really yummy biscuits
and milo
and cake
and brownie
and ice cream
and eggs
lol
and
jess says:
cookie nicer :D
her:
cookie monster you
i'll ttyl
i love you
bye
her:
hey baby
jess says:
darling
(:
i miss you
her:
i miss you too
jess says:
nooooo

you miss cookie
hehehe
her:
blehhh
lamee
still mormo-ing?
jess says:
nah
they shut the game down for maintanence
her:
hahahaha
awww

jess says:
so im stuck with msn
*roars*
*gives upppppppppppp* ._.
*waves white flag*
her:
noob
jess says:
>: O
takes one to know one.
pfff
her:
HA
jess says:
(:
for that
i shall have
another
cookie.
her:
bleh.ee
jess says:
(8)i surrenderrrr..... (8)
her:
okayyy
NOOB
seriouslyy lahhss
jess says:
-.-
her:
i love you too
jess says:
shut up you D:
her:
make me.
jess says:
you wouldnt be talking if you were here rightnow
her:
and what would i be doing?
jess says:
shutting up. :D

her:
how?
howwww?
jess says:
go.
figure.
:D
her:
tell me
jess says:
i think you know.
her:
noo
i don't
that's why i'm asking you
jess says:
i'll be stuffing your mouth with tarts. :P
hahahaha

her:
good.
then i'll finish it
and you can't have anymore:P
hahahahah
jess says:
i dont want your tarts
i want your cookies :D
hehehehe
speaking of which, i shall have another.... *-*
her:
okay
jess says:
but id get busy with you and make you shut up
her:
how?
jess says:
iono
love will find a way
lol
her:
BULL
jess says:
(:
her:
come onn
tell me
jess says:
lock lips with you
thats howwww
kiss you till you blush a mad red and get all lost for words
thats howwww
run my fingers through your hair and then ruffle ittttt
thats howwww
her:
mhmm
and is that all?
jess says:
then
tickle you.
youre bound to shut up then. :D
her:
tickle me won't shut me up doof
jess says:
oh it will
her:
noo
it won't
jess says:
yessss
her:
so don't even waste your time and energy doing it
jess says:
hahahaha
i know better.
and you
are never a waste of time
her:
nooo
I KNOW better.
jess says:
HA
thats what you think.
her:
that's what i know
jess says:
thats what you think you know.
her:
that's what i know, i know
jess says:
no you dont know.
you never knooooow
lol
then
after tickling you
i'll whisper in your ears
and bite your ears off
lol
her:
i'm sleeping in the living room tonight
jess says:
hehehe
what makes you think i wont follow?
her:
feeling mischevious aren't you?
jess says:
mhmm
:D
its the cookies
magic ingredient : mischief
her:
ha!
jess says:
(:
i'll nibble on your earlobes
her:
mhmm
jess says:
caress your skin..
since it makes you go to sleep
her:
see, that does three things to me.
jess says:
?
her:
it turns me on, soothes me, and allows me to fall asleep.
jess says:
lmao
sorry, i only saw one outcome last night
started caressing you and all i hear next are snores.
her:
what's on your mind?
jess says:
last night
t'was awesome
her:
what about last night?
jess says:
you
me being in your arms
sleeping next to you
having your body next to mine
awesome
feeling
and for once, not when we're fighting
wish time would freeze.
her:
mhmm
jess says:
and you
your kisses
your taste
your smell
your touch
her:
mhmm
jess says:
yourrrrrrrr
cookies
:D
her:
mhmm
:)
we're made for each other. mhmm
jess says:
think we'd still be together then when doomsday happens?
her:
why not?
jess says:
just asking yooooou
her:
do you/
jess says:
it'd be nice
and id love it
her:
:)
jess says:
lol
darling
hahahahahaha
i love you
her:
i love you too
jess says:
the antichrist.
nice.
her:
rub it inn
thank youu
jess says:
oh i'll rub it.
her:
rub where?
jess says:
rub it innnnn
her:
mhmm
what's on your mind?
jess says:
them saying that 666 doesnt exist
itd be so funny if they found out one day it really does
and you
and later
and tonight
and sleep
and ..
her:
and..?
jess says:
cookies
her:
bleh
what about me and later and tonight?
jess says:
but you, mostly you
i miss you
and your kisses
her:
i miss you too
jess says:
._.
her:
i dooo
jess says:
i know..
i wish you were here
not so you can watch doomsday
her:
lol
then why?
jess says:
so i can have you in my arms
her:
and do whatttttttttt?
jess says:
make out with yooooooou
clown
her:
ahhh
you wanna make out with a clown, go to a circus
many to choose from
lol
:P
jess says:
could you really watch me make out with someone else?
her:
no
would you make out with someone else?
jess says:
nope
because all i want is you
her:
suree?
jess says:
if i wasnt i wouldnt say it
her:
exactly
you didn't
jess says:
and i wouldnt ask you if you would marry me when youre half sleepy
her:
you typed it:P
jess says:
>: O
her:
i asked you first by the wayyyyyyyy
jess says:
i asked you that last night
hahahaha
so funny.
her:
i asked you that nights ago
mhmm
what's soo funny about it?
jess says:
ever hear yourself talk when youre half asleep?
mumble inbetween snores
really cute.
her:
snores?
excusee meee
jess says:
xD
her:
i don't snoree
jess says:
oh yes you do
especially once i start caressing you
her:
hahaha
noo
jess says:
youre all gone to the world
her:
i'm moaning
jess says:
and snore
HA
moan
yeah right
her:
hahahaha
jess says:
will you marry me?
her:
someday
besides
i asked you that nights ago
jess says:
mhmm
her:
mhmm
jess says:
i ask you now to see if your answer is still the same
her:
why'd you think it'd change?
jess says:
because things have happened
because we fight sometimes and it gets so bad
because im difficult
her:
it's a relationship babe. it's not supposed to be easy. to relationship is really easy.
i love you and i know i always will.
things that have happened don't change that
neither do fights
what's on your mind?
jess says:
feelings change that darling, thats what im saying
fights and situations aggravate feelings..
once youre not happy with the person youre with, thats how a relationship fails
her:
not with me.

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One of the best conversations I've ever had with you online, when we were still together. Clearing up my inbox and found it there. Read it through, and God how much I missed that day.

I remember that night. Those nights.

You coming home from school, me in your room and how I'd rush to your door to greet you, because all I wanted was you, all I craved for was you.. and how much I missed you.

When you saw me clad in nothing but a towel and how that turned you on, for reasons I will never know why.. and your kisses, how they were so addictive to the point where we wanted to skip dinner, to where we were almost late for the show..

27 hours of you in my house, I won't forget that.
The night you got drunk at your friend's party thing, how I had to look after you...
Me being in your arms and lying on your lap while laughing at Sherlyn walking into doors..
You being in my arms as I sang heaven knows while you slept..

Found your shirt in my room when I woke up. Saw it sitting there among the pile of godforsaken nonsense used to do up all those presents from the day you broke up with me.

I need to give it back to you, but I don't know how I'll ever see your face again.

Reading the email, I teared... a huge part of me inside still misses you, very, very much.

Where have you gone, Jacob?

On sadder notes...

Off tomorrow cancelled, brought forward to Sunday.
Off on 4th June cancelled, brought backwards to Tuesday.

I won't be free tomorrow to disturb SGN or go out for a movie, and I won't be able to see PCD when they come down to Singapore to perform.

What. The. Fuck.