The Ripped Soul

Lots of stuff happening lately..

I FUCKING HATE WORK!

...Phew.

It's bad enough when customers complain and look at me for answers, it's worse when it's my managing shift and my own STAFF won't listen to me, it's extreme when I get plates thrown back to me and when I tell the kitchen to do something about it, everyone just ignores me.

Fantastic.

No respect, much?

And for the time when they ran out of salads and the customer insisted, I gave in. He turns right around my back and tells the no.1 about it and she confronts me about it.

Whenever a staff asks for the chicken, they get it as a staff meal.

A customer is paying for this and yet you wanna kick up a big hoo-ha? I have to talk to you first before it can get done? I HAVE A QUEUE THERE FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

And all the wrong things she's doing...

I feel so trapped there. Chained. Like the whole world is against me.

I feel like death.

And home.. ha.

That night the yelling and screaming and crying started all over again... at 3 am in the morning.

All I wanted was some sleep..

Next thing I know I heard things being thrown out of the house. A girl crying. My brother shouting.

And I don't know why but I just woke up, opened my eyes and I cried.

Called Avianna and she tried to coo me back to sleep.. and it worked. I slept soon after.

Been trying to call her since and she picks up sometimes, and sometimes she doesn't. It's quite annoying.

Sigh.

And Anna and me.. I don't know what's up.

One second she texts me that I'm giving her the silent treatment when I'm not... the next I try to call her and she doesn't answer.

Such heartache.

And Jasmin? Trying to add me on facebook again. What is her problem...

Life. Friends. Love. Sigh.