The Ripped Soul

Life at the moment :

Wake up, shower, grab a bite. Smoke. Talk to mom. Fiesta. Grab dinner. Go out for a run. Home, fiesta, and rest. Smoke. Sleep.

Arguments at home are the same. All the time.

Fighting over money. Lying about money. Refusing to pay bills. Buying coolers and fans. Playing in arcades and bringing home stuffed toys by the dozens. Sorry, you said you had no money?

I thought so.

Thing with the company still hasn't been settled. Anna wants to lend me money to pay it off, but I'm not accepting the offer.

Mom technically owes me $100 still. She said Aunt Helen was going to deposit $1k in my account. I told her it's bullshit, but she said to believe it.

I won't believe it till I see it.

Mom said when she gets $1k from Helen, she's giving it to me so I can go to the States. It's my 21st Birthday present. In advance. So I'm not allowed to ask for anything next year.

If it comes true for Christmas, I'd be happy. Really happy. I told Shea, I told Rinnie, even. I'm seriously that excited. I wanna see them. Be with them.

But if it doesn't.. then hey, nothing new huh? Christmas is sucky every year anyway.

Blah. Back to Fiesta.