The Ripped Soul

It's probably gonna be the worst Saturday ever tomorrow.

I'm going to work by myself. My best friends aren't working with me, when it was supposed to be a 3 of us kinda thing. When the manager asked if I was free for tomorrow's event, it was right in their faces. Lyn looked at me all sad and said she couldn't go, but I knew why, so it was fine. Joce was there though. And I remember looking at her saying "if she's up for it, I'm in."

Thought in my head was I still have a buddy going, I still have someone who can watch my back, I still have someone to look out for. I have a buzzer to help busy with. I can help her out, she can help me out.

As it ends up, I'm the only joker going tomorrow. And I only found out tonight. I could be a real jackass and just call him up and tell him I'm not going.. but that's not how I roll. Work is work. And if I'm expected there, I'll be there. Even though it sucks majorly.

Now my only worry is who's going to do my hair and my makeup.

I'm pretty fine with travelling there by myself and walking out by myself.

Just those two girly things.. which Lyn always helps me with.

Thank God for Sunday. And Anna Banana. Otherwise this entire weekend would've been fucked.