After what I had to face this morning and hear her say the words.. it's quite heartbreaking. First it was "it's your responsibility" and today it was "you wanna go over to Florida? It's easy. Work. Work hard, and play hard. Work and save and you can go wherever you want. Look at Genting. Did I stop you from going?"
How can you compare Genting, (which is what Sherlyn paid for btw, trip and everything PLUS I still owe her cash for it) to this?
How can you say "work" when I DID slog my fucking ass off for 2 years and not even save half or enough for a flight over when that was what my plan was?
Florida was my plan for TWO years. Since Charco's. Jasmin happened, so the idea of flying over got pulled. BJ and I was planning for it, but it so happened you ran out of work, so I helped run the house.
And now you're telling me to save if I want to fly over?
Thanks. Thank you so much.
Sometimes I feel so angry, but it doesn't fuel to hatred. It just mellows down to misery. And I feel so sad that nothing makes me smile.
Thank God for Shea though. Thank God for little moments that lift my spirits, even if it's just a little bit.
Shea Rogers 12 April at 00:35
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