the stranger sang a theme..

Okay. Fine. Maybe I am an asshole.

Sorry for being an asshole. One would think I should know my friends by now.. but like Lyn has been telling me over and over, maybe I'm taking things too seriously.

Maybe.

Sorry for the hating entry yesterday anyway. I was probably on PMS mode, given what happened today.

So... I got this message from Shea. I know it's personal and everything, but it really made my day and I could not STOP grinning in front of the PC, so I gotta share it. We were talking about taking a trip to Florida so we'll BOTH be tourists there. Instead of having me over Alabama and things.

me: awesome. DO IT! lets do it. we could sleep in the same room or sleep in different rooms or sleep in different rooms on different floors or sleep in different hotels. you know.... and we could have crazy fun at the beach, catch a movie together, go crash the mall and star gaze. anywhere with you'd be fun i'd bet. even bangkok. haha. but if we're really doing this, lemme know. like really. like seriously, dude. i dont care where, i just wanna see you D:

her: or we could sleep in the same bed and cuddle all night! im a cuddler hehehe but i need to look up hotel pricing and then save up

She's a cuddler! :D :D :D

I can't wait for Florida to really happen, like seriously. Not because I'll get to cuddle with her or get to sleep on the same bed with her, but because it would finally happen and I would GET to see her.

I can't explain how excited I am. How excited I feel.

I NEEEEED TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN.

So I decided to make a personal vow to myself. I'm gonna smoke all I want in Genting. But once I'm back on Tuesday, I'm gonna quit again. And for every single moment of everyday when I feel I need a cigarette, I'm going to deposit the money I have into my savings box for Florida.

Everytime I think of spending, I think of Florida and in the money goes.

No more spending. No more smoking. No more shopping casually and gallivanting like a duchess. No more late night games at a cybercafe, no more movie treats to everyone going out. No more posh lunch and dinners at restaurants. NO MORE.

Everything is going to Florida savings once this Genting trip is over with.

Fuck the Beats by Dre headphones. Fuck a new handphone. Fuck the 3rd gen iPod touch. Fuck cameras even.

Florida baby. This is going to happen. This year. I gotta make it happen.