I'll admit though, I'm quite sad. Texts and there's never any reply.. I keep quiet and nothing, either. I'm just gonna hang in there. Keep it cool. At the looks of it I'd probably not stay with her.. it feels so weird to stay with someone that you're not tied to. And we're not even girlfriends or anything, and fuck me, she doesn't even reply my messages. I'll probably get a motel. Hotel. Whatever.
Mom was talking to me and she said she can't get me the xbox. Not now, anyway. Long story. She could've if she didn't pay for other people's bills. But she did, and I'm not hating or anything. It's just.. cvdjwiaghrjhg
Whatever life. Whatever.
Other than a 360, I've got my eyes on an Alienware lap.
Mom said she's gonna get me the Vivaz on Thursday, so we'll see how that goes.
I feel like doing something. Don't know what. Like get a tattoo, or watch a movie by myself or stuff. Or go shopping. Yeah. Nothing like retail therapy and bitching about it later.
I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even sleep anymore. It's 813am and I'm still awake.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
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