I keep seeing the worst scenarios in my head. Plane crash, getting stranded, not getting picked up, being alone, me feeling awkward, me feeling lost..
..and that silent fear of not being loved in return.
My mind keeps telling my worried heart not to expect anything, fear the worst and just be open to surprises.
This is what you wanted, right? Now you have it. So shut up, fuck your whining, breathe and get ready to go.
Don't even think about having a single regret. Live the dream, Jess. This is what you've always wanted. This is what you've always dreamed of. This is what went through your head the day you met her, the day you talked to her.
Don't even think about backing out.
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