I might be looked at all the time like I'm sort of a weird asian alien person, but it's not so bad. The people here are nice. They don't discriminate, and they all talk to you like they've been friends with you for years. It's amazing.
I'm gonna miss Shea, that's a given.. but maybe it's for the best. Thank God for instincts and just choosing to stay 10 days instead of the initial 20.
Hard to believe but all my monies are gone. I've just got a mere $13 left. Nothing else.
Cats last night, Cats the musical.. it was amazing. And after exiting the theatre hall, I couldn't help but feel.. belonged. Amongst the crowd, I actually felt like I belonged there. I didn't feel out of place, I didn't feel like a tourist. I felt belonged.
I wish I could go out with Shea today, but I've tried texting her and it's the same story all the time...
No reply.
It gets quite frustrating and heartbreaking at the same time, because whenever I'm out with her, it's like she has a relationship with her phone. She's always texting someone. But when I text her, it's like heavens will cry blood if she ever replies.
Sigh. Alright, gonna stop with the hate.
My bags are all packed, I'm ready to go I guess.. Just need to unplug this baby, give her the goodbye note, dress in my shirt and jeans and prepare my bags for flight.
Checking out 5am later.. not really fun.
Guess I'll smoke my last cigarette now.
Home, here I come.. I promise to leave heartache at the door.
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