I can't describe this pain I feel inside. I feel torn apart, like something inside is tearing me apart. My mind plays mental images of when I was in AL, when I had her next to me in bed. My mind plays memories of when I was in bed with Jas, when I had love, when I felt love. When the warmth of another body felt so comforting. When the feel of their arms around your body made you feel so protected.
And suddenly it's all gone.
I feel so lonely, so lonesome, so lost. So alone. So unprotected, so vulnerable, so cold.
A world without love.. that's what I feel. That's what my world is right now. It feels horrible, and I am completely and without a doubt miserable.
I don't understand this cruelty.. what did I ever do to deserve this at all?
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