The Ripped Soul

Remember what got you guys here in the first place. I KNOW it can be pretty lonely and awfully tough to go through the struggles you're going through right now but please...HOLD ON, huns. Just a little bit longer okay.

I honestly don't know if I can hold on any longer. I'm tired of fighting.. too tired.

It's like a girl being raped and screaming and fighting and just giving up and just lying there crying while the guy has it his way.

It's like a child being molested and she's screaming STOP! STOP!!! ..and he doesn't, and she gets molested anyway.

My mind is screaming STOP JESS WHAT IS THIS FUCKERY

And my heart is tired of fighting for reason..

You want me? Come get me.

You want to hurt me SO much more? Go ahead. Kill me.

You wanna kiss and make up? I'm right here.

You wanna punch me in the face? Bring it on.

You wanna be friends? By all means.

You wanna be enemies?

Then what the fuck are you still doing here on my page?

But if you choose to come into my life to give me problems, then please kindly leave. Just shut the fuck up, get the fuck out and don't waste your time.

I had a dinner with an ex colleague thinking she wanted to catch up. When she brought me up to this stranger's house for a business plan meeting, I told myself it was the first and the last. NO MORE.

I'm done with people fucking me around and treating me like shit.

I'm just gonna let everything go.

Even myself.